HAPPY ME

2010-06-11T12:30:00.003+08:00

Co is getting more exciting. Friday was my first time joining in a combined practice and to add on to my nervousness, i'm soloing for my instrument-zys because huixin had tuition. I was contemplating to turn up because i was too nervous to be alone on my first time. I wldnt know how to count the beats or when to start blowing. But then again, i realise that i shldnt run away from obstacles, which is agreed by wenhong. So there i was at combined prac, controlling my fear! And after friday i wld say : i survived my first co combined prac! Though i was shivering throughout the prac cos it was too cold(maybe more of from tension), and i got stares from the conductor for blowing wrongly, that day past and i admire my courage. LOL.

I like our sectionals teacher in charge. His sense of humor got me laughing a lot. And the thing is, he doesn't laugh at his own joke, which makes it funnier. He told gys one day not to be too serious blowing, and told zys to be more serious abit! hahaha. I prefer co now cos i have an instrument of my own alr then not so frustrating. But i really miss gys! The sound is sharper, it's lighter and looks more professional! oh well....

I had lunch at pizzahut with xy and carmen on tues. Me and xy talked very loudly then carmen keep shhing us. hahaha! We had chocolate cake dessert! I'm always so embarrassed by xy. I accidentally kicked a pair of shoes on sale. I said sorry because i thought it was xy's feet. Then xy kept laughing at me, asking why i said sorry to a pair of shoes. LOLOLOLOL.

I went to nadhilla's hse on wed! They were actually there to do their pw project. And we tag along to play wii! Omg! i think wii is very cool (velly koooll-nad's way). Played wii sports and it somehow makes you look retarded . Like hitting imaginary things. ahaha. And her mum cooked french fries and crab stick for us ;DD DAMNNN nice. Yeah after eating ... i weighed myself. Totally shocked cos i add 4 kg!! Have been eating too much. Even my weight doesnt tell lies. Now my weight begins with a 5! Told my mum my weight and she said, "that's my weight when i got married. " -.-

I decided that i like my class 19/10 afterall! I used to envy my friends from other classes about how good their class is and how much fun they are having. It's just the mindset of me that the patches is always greener at the other side and always feeling that others are better than mine. I dont feel that way anymore! I have funny friends like nadhilla, loud friends like priscilla, crazy friends like sokhui and claudia and many many more in 19/10! ;DD We have distinct ways of laughing. XD

2010-05-28T20:54:00.003+08:00

I dont know why there's so many ads on my tagboard. My blog is not a blogshop!! I think i'll make my blog private for awhile. My internet connection is not going well. My dad has just subscribed the miotv for those sports channel and the lines are in a mess now. Very lag.

'School holiday' has started! ;D Dont have to wake up early every morning and have half open eyes alr! Sometime last week there's a combo of 7 person asking me what happened to my eyes! Cos it's half-opened like zombie. lol. SO i walked around telling ppl i didnt have enough sleep.. Was really very weary for the entire past 2 weeks with the cip and gpp going on. Hope the hols give me sufficient break before the sch term begins .

I was involved in kids run cip. It's quite fun. Collection counter crew for the first event and carnival crew for the second event. Had to pass the people their bib numbers+tshirts+goodie bag and key into the system all in 1 min. I like tt callenging feeling. ;D I only dont like it when the kids' parents enquire so much about the event. 1 standard qn was " can i change the tshirt size?" Then have to constantly repeat "yes u can change it at the help deck behind" Feel like recording down and press play when they ask! Imagine 1000 parents asking u the same qn. Got scolded by some parents for technical errors because the system stated that they had already collected their race packs when they havent. So i refuse to give them their stuff and they scolded me! It's also not my fault. =( oh welll. Carnival crew for the second event left me sun burnt! Under the sun for the whole morning to noon, picking up balls that the kids throw. For the entire morning, i have been picking up balls. I love some of kids there. They are so cute. ;DDDD

There was a college event yesterday at pasir ris park. 3.2km X-country. Took the mrt circle line! LOL. And i went over-high. Laughing at mad but nobody seems to find the thing i laugh at funny, as usual. Then sokhui and claudia very funny. Sing to me a song. " dui mian then nu hai kan guo lai, kan guo lai, kan guo lai" hahahahah! They very cute! 3.2 km doesnt feels like one at all. It feels kinda short. Ran with claudia and our timing.. tsk tsk. We dont have the mood to run! why like tt? Really puzzled at how i ran for 2.4. Ran past the water point and i gulped 3 cups of water. Wrong choice. Felt super bloated. Then at the ending point felt very weird! So many people were like standing by the side watching the runners run past! Like we were the last few like tt. ahaha.

Hais, but when we were dismissed, i did smth very bad to huixin. Felt very very bad. Me and my big mouth. Maybe it's better off if i keep my mouth shut. Have been saying many wrong things recently. And my volume.. i seriously need to control. I wldnt talk so much from now on, or i'll end up saying more wrong things.

2010-05-21T18:43:00.002+08:00

Decided that i shldnt totally ignore my blog.. So many things happen in just a short span of 2 months. I finally get to understand and experience the meaning of "HECTIC", the word being used by many past jc students to describe their jc lives. All i can say is it's super stressful. There are so many things at the back of my mind that has to be done and it's still piling. i am so overwhelmed by everything that is happening around me recently... Every time i think about my academic results i feel so stupid. The contents and self work are overloading.... RAHHH. And now i also understand the huge gap between o and a levels.

CO concert was awesome. An amazing performance put up by ajco. I really recognize their efforts in staging up this performance. The crowd shouted for encore 3 times! Then the conductor was like walking in and out of the backstage and the stage many many times. ;D haha. I was the usher and had to wear a blazer and court shoes.. My feet suffered very badly until i decided to walk without any shoes on for quite some time. I've never been to a concert like tt and i just understood the procedure of a concert-no entering or exiting freely.

Band concert was at esplanade. Their concert is also very well done and it gets very exciting towards the end. Went with my og to support ian and also because we need to catch up on our gossips. ;D I was late that day and i cldnt find my tickets at the counter! wasted the first half hr of the concert. And after the concert i saw wy. Hugged her! I miss her too.

I saw carmen on sat to do cip. Thanks carmen for ur company;D I decided to let her know what i've been feeling for so long. Glad that she understands how i feel. I miss a left-hander girlfriend... And congrats to you for finding kk. LOL. I thought is AHMAD. hahaha. Last long long long long yeah! Saw yw and jq as well the night before. We were chatting together and i feel so happy with them around talking about their lives. hahah. Quite fun except that someone is so daoooooo.

Today we received out house t! PANTHER!! I love our yellow house panther. ;DDDD We had some AMK trail trip. They bring us around AMK to understand the estate around us.. I dont know what to say. But luckily there were sweets, and i had the best of both worlds. ;D

Everyday there's smth for me to anticipate, to spot.

2010-04-03T00:16:00.001+08:00

And i shant think about them. Just dont think about them. ^^

2010-04-02T23:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CARMEN AND WENHONG! ;DD
ALL THE BEST AND I LOVE YOU ALL!
Yay, join me being old 17! haha. They look alike probably because their birthday are so close??

There is smth wrong with me. When i'm not at using the computer i have so many things on my mind that i want to blog about. I tell myself that i will blog once i get online. And now at this" new post page" , i cant think of much to blog about. I bet after posting this all my blogging feel will come back again, which is always the case. Tsk!

Pw is amalgamation and alternatives. What now?

Went for funorama at acjc! Enjoyed myself with carmen, xy, yt and herman. Walked round and round many times and i feel that i know the place already. And their hall is so nice! The swimming pool! omg. Went to the toilet there. Carmen was faster than me doing her business. I heard the toilet flush and carmen said " omg? it's auto." hahahah! I think is super funny la, the way she says it. and another funny thing. Carmen bought a $7 nasi berani from isabel's store. When isabel brougth the rice to her, and after she opens it, "ISABEL!" Cos isabel say have alot bu end up the rice very little with a pathetic piece of chicken Cant stop myself laughing at carmen. And the ice-cream float from xy's store... If someone else passes that cup to me, i wldnt have taken them. COs is from xy, i trust that it's drinkable. haha.

Monday i have festivaloflife! Signed up for graffiti mural painting and i didnt regret a single bit. 25 of us get to spray 2 stretches of walls outside the multi-purpose hall. And 5 of us in my class are supposedly to take up 1/5 of the walls. End up we sprayed almost 1/2 the walls. Felt really bad la. But glad that out proud work by 19/10 will be up on the wall for as long as it can be, i hope? I like my bowling pins and bowling ball. ;D I never knew spray painting can be so much fun. DIdnt have much confidence in spraying cos it will be permanent unless someone paints over it. So i took my time to spray and my right arm is pain from the position my hand has to remain for so long while i spray. It's worth it , shld i say.

Tuesday resilience workshop at labrador. It's quite fun other than the fuss i had about my track pants. Bad designed track pants! I dont care about the ventilation it gives. The stitches along the side of my track pants is not full, so when i bend my legs, there'll be openings. Quite irritating. I volunteered to be a belayer! My first time. I think it's quite meaningful, giving the climber a sense of security. Being the first belayer is the most tough. Have to follow 4 steps to the tightening of the rope.

I tried being the first belayer once. I had an exciting experience! First nadhilla climbs so fast and i had to keep tightening the rope with all my strength as quickly as she climbs. Then i have to follow nadhilla as she walks on the high element. And suddenly she lost her balance and i felt myself lifting off the ground. Thankfully priscilla immediately held me down. If not i'll be flying up. I kept pulling the rope to help nadhilla up and she looked like she's swimming in the air! Damn funny! Very nice experience aiding my friend when she's so high up.

I myself also climbed the high element, some criss-cross rope thingy. Lost my balance many times. Fell backwards, stood up straight, then fell forward, then fell backwards again. hhaah. Dont know what i'm doing. But i completed! yay:D "How do you feel??" , "shutup"(silently).

2010-03-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

OMG i'm really 17! No more sweet 16!

I WANT TO THANK EVERYBODY FOR THE SURPRISES, WISHES AND PRESENTS! Thanks to so many of you who wished me at 12 am sharp and afew mins later. ;D

And ESPECIALLY THE OUTING WITH Wenhong, wanqian, yunyi, shiying, candy, fengkai, joel and sokhui! Wenhong very real! She used her ipod and say want to play truth or dare, then suddenly change to the lie detector thing. SHe said 1...2.....3..... then i was like expecting the ipod to have smth. Then so scary! Wanqian and shiying suddenly behind me. And they sang bday song for me! SO sweet of them ;DD A very plesant surprise. ;D

Then today 19/10! They make me see them in a totally different light! Today whole day in school i didnt really expect anything from my class. I thought no one knows it's my bday other than nadhilla who kept wishing me every hr. They sang a mini bday song at the stairs while we were walking and i thought that's all about it.

Then whole day just went on like any ordinary day. Mundane, boring. And i still msg xinying tt i miss having bday in ws cos teacher wld show those slides and all. Little did i know so many of my friends were planning my birthday, like how are they gonna surprise me. I SERIOUSLY DIDNT EXPECT ANYTHING. That's what makes it so surprising!

I went to search for straws and when i went back to our table at the canteen, my class were singing my birthday song very loudly and desmond was carrying a cake to me. Really dont know how to react! SURPRISED! The happy thing is that my whole class was there! Felt really touched! They immediately make me change my impression of them and aj. I'm very happy and paiseh at the same time. All i can say is "thanks, really thanks alot". Sokhui said they were planning that the whole day. ANd to think i'm clueless about everything.

THANKS!!!!! ;DD

2010-03-12T21:39:00.002+08:00

Life isnt all too well for me now. Adaptation period is not easy after all. The jump is big. Yes. Everything is so screwed up now.... Crappppp. I lack the motivation in life. I feel like ignoring everything. And yes aj. You really think i want to be in aj for goodness sake? I dont need those comments of urs. What so big deal about doing so well? Do well also dont have to look down on others right? Come on la. Sometimes ppl are just so eeefffed up.

I've been eating so much lately. Even i didnt notice tt until sokhui and wenhong point out to me. Signs of stress maybe? Eating somehow calms me down. It really do. Life is such that we have to keep moving on, whether favourable or not. Kinda sad to know tt it has to be this way. But i believe things will turn out fine for me, in time to come. I always feel encouraged by his words. It's all too comforting to hear that i'm not alone, that i'll make it.

And so many tests recently. Badly done. And i've already failed physics, if u call that 15 mins paper a test. Chiong until dont know what i'm writing. Maths another one. No time to complete or even read the questions properly. My chinese teacher shared with us that a research has been done tt a person leading a totally stress-free ,fulfilling and peaceful and healthy life can live till 200 yrs old. By stressing ourselves in sch and sating up late to study or use com are reducing our days by half. hmmm..?? So i wonder, is it worth it?

Oh ya. There's this girl in my college who is carrying the same bag as me!! The so called conspicuous bag. And cos of that, i realise my peers identify me through my bag. First, elaine and pamela told me they were like following this girl with similar bag as me because they wanted to call me. They followed until halfway and realised it's someone else. Then xinying told me she actually ran after the girl with the same bag as me at cck stn just so she can call me. And she realised it's not me. And finally in the canteen one day, with the bags all on the benches and no one there, xiaocong saw the purple bag and thought is mine. So he put his bag there, thinking it's our pdg's table. When he brought his food to the table, he realised tt table is not our pdg's, is some unknown ppl. He felt so paiseh and quickly take his bag. Damn funny la. So sorry my friends. COnfusionsss.. But it's not started by me. I carried the bag first. haha. I think it's kinda funny in a way. ;D

Today i heard that junchin and jialian are going overseas! Bon voyage! Really do hope they will enjoy their last few days of holidays! Miss them alot! I was talking to jialian just now. And i realised how much i missed her. She destress me all the time. She's my stress-reliever. I felt so happy talking to her. I kept laughing with her conversations. She's still as funny as ever. She turned on her webcam and so so many weird actions. Seriously man! hahah! My most random and cutest friend. ;DD Planning to meet up soon! yay. ;DD

2010-03-02T19:37:00.002+08:00

It's pdg now, all the way until end of next year. I really still prefer my og! Though we promised to not let OG3 die, i feel it's sort of struggling to stay alive. And very soon.. I HOPE NOT. It's really difficult to all meet up together because all of us no longer have common breaks once the actual time-table kicks in. NO more og break, lunch and movie after school. =( I miss their jokes. With them can laugh whole day one. Sokhui say every time i see elaine will go crazy. I don't notice myself going crazy though. If my class is og jiu hao!

I feel that our class are not really bonded yet. Other than having lessons together, we wld be separated. Everybody wld go look for their own friends and some of the girls are not very friendly either. Oh well... Canteen food is quite good cos it tastes like outside food.

Lectures. yayyyyy! Tutorials. siannnn.... Lectures can sleep or not pay attention and plus there's always aircon! Tutorials on the other hand need to pay attention cos everyone has to participate. Almost every subjects need to go in front of the class to present answers. Really not used to it. I dont like!!

It'll be better if there's no such thing as lectures and tutorials and just stick to the secondary school way of conducting lessons - Sit in class the entire day while our teachers rotate to teach us. With the current way jcs are conducting their lessons, we do not have a fixed classroom to go to. Half the time we are roaming around the schools to look for the right classrooms to have our tutorials. We'ld be carrying our bags with us the entire day..

I hope alot, i expect alot, i want alot. But what i usually get in return is merely truth that i dislike. I've never really gotten what i wanted. They are just my wishful thinkings. It can be very frustrating at times.
People say work for what you want and desire. But really, those things i want cant be worked for. They are beyond anyone's control. Sometimes it's good to not hope for so many things. Let nature takes its course. And i shall see it through..

2010-02-22T20:03:00.002+08:00

Tuesday.
Celebrated elaine's bday and at the same time treating it as og outing! Extremely fun day out with og. Few of us met up at bugis before elaine came, to buy her bday present. Had problems finding her a presnt cos still don't really know what she likes. End up settled on a very cute smiling table lamp. ;D

Proceeded to play pool. They very funny lor, guy and girl paired up to play. Felt very lucky that day cos all my unintentional balls went in! They said that was my hidden talent. LOL. They shld have seen my real lousy self, by miscuing so many times.. That day was just being lucky! Took lots of pictures at the pool place. Super funny ones. Then i had arsal to record his beat boxing in my phone. hahahahahah! I hear and i want to laugh. It's very good though. No saliva one. Some ppl beat box until full of saliva de. LOL! Later on had fish and co. Very very funny. I think i'm enjoying and slacking too much! Time to get serious!

Friday.
Finally get to see my pdg friends alr. SO far still not so close yet. Introduced ourselves and there's this guy who said he likes transformer, tt's why he's wearing a transformer's belt( tug at shirt to show us his belt). LOL!! That's entertaining.. Then someone very enthu volunteered to buy all the lecture notes and tutorials. hehehe. Good to have this type of friends as classmates.

Monday.
Today had pdg lunch. First time. I got to learn all their names alr! woohoo. They are quite friendly. So i tried my best to be sociable with them. Hopefully we'll bond better as a class for the next 2 years! ;DD

Kuanieflower is a funny girl! I'm just 2 days younger than her. ;D Found someone close bday to me!

2010-02-14T15:35:00.003+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year and Valentine's day!

Friday was the last day of og! Love my og cos they were the ones by my side on my first few "alone" days in aj. Lx told me to remain in aj and that we'll make it through. yes! We've only known each other for 2 weeks but we alr watched 2 movies together. 1 movie per week. O.o

Wonderful friday back to westspring! The familiar and comfortable feeling when i step through the gates of west spring is really undeniable. I havent established that kind of feeling in aj yet. I feel so in place! Long time didnt see mr p and my other teachers alr. Miss them~ Overjoyed to see them! Mr p as usual walks ard with his camera to take pics. Miss having a friendly teacher.

Pj ppl all so high. They kept on cheering and dancing. Then we felt so extra. Lucky they toned down after that and become normal. The teachers actually invite us into the staffroom! 4 yrs in ws i didnt step into the staffroom properly and now they actually invite us in. There's a pool table and massage chair in the pantry! SO fun. Massaged my leg until it became more numb!

Then we went to mac to eat and chat. Felt closer to some of my friends only after we changed school. Why not ealier? hmmm. Ss very funny! He unknowingly sang his school song out loud as yw took video of him! hahahah! Then they post for cock eye. LOL! Laugh alot on friday.

4A'09 will meet up soon! huat ah huat ah.

Hope this new year will bring with it much joy and laughter!

2010-02-06T19:10:00.004+08:00

I hate endings , because it'll never be the same again. But that's life, got to live with it. The only constant is change right? So yesterday is really the last day i'ld be wearing my west spring uniform. We could wear our new aj uniform on friday but i choose not to because i want to maximise the time i wear ws uniform. Xinying used to say that ws uniform is nice, but i only got to agree with that in sec 4. And now, i love it more than i used to be. I'll miss the purple and black shoes that i complain about. Time to let go. Now, it'll be grey and blue. I'll make sure i like aj's uniform right from the start. Getting very emotional these few days, having to leave the past and adapt to something new.

Thursday. College cip.
We had to make our way to ecp. So met up with og friends at payar lebar, then took bus. Another feeling evoked in me. That place was all to familiar. 31 dec'09, i was there with my group of close friends. One month later, i was yet there again with my new jc friends, the exact same spot in mac. I remembered them eating ice-cream and talking about o'level results and sudd poof, everything is done and over with. Really felt super sad. The change is big. I'll get used to it. =(

Sorry. I'll stop those emotional part.

We were suppose to pick up litters but the park is too clean. We were actually struggling to find litters because apparently there's a miscommunication with the staff , and the cleaners had already cleaned up the place early in the morning. So off we went hunting for litters. LOL! My whole og got scolded by our teacher in charge because we used the toilet at mac! Wth. Scold us for being irresponsible students and said it's not the right way to start jc1, blah blah. Use toilet at mac also cannot.. Assemble in the artificial football fields and we actually sang the school song! Sang non mihi solum at east coast park. It's really weird.

Had swensens with og friends. Then off to cathay to catch a movie ( imaginarian of doctor p...). Seriously dont understand the whole movie cos it's too confusing. Shivering inside the cinema and i dozed off abit. We wanted to play pool actually but most of us are in pe attire, cant enter.In the bus they were talking about o'levels, saying how lucky they are to have so many As by last minute revision. Wa.. envy them. Smart ppl ! Went home by mrt and my only female friend alighted only after afew stops. Then left me and 3 other guys. Very weird leh, until i called sokhui to remove some time of awkward-ness. Lucky i wasn't left out in their conversation. So just talk and talk. Guy's and girl's conversation really do differ. So overall og outing was interesting. And sad that we og mates are gonna split in our respective classes. Another separation once again. IRK.

Hope my new class will be more like my og friends.

So looking forward to friday. There's a get together in west spring! ;DD GOnna see allll my friends and teachers ;DD

2010-02-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to like my college already. First 2 days of school was horrible and i was so tempted to appeal out of aj. But my mum told me that the first 2 days in aj is not a good representation of the 2 years i'ld be in aj. So on monday, i went to aj as usual and i love it. Thanks for the encouragement ! Miss all my good friends!

So monday was actually considered the first day of the orientation when all the ice breaking games started. Got to know my orientation group better. They are nice and friendly people. We played so many games and did so many cheers. Good team spirit! We kept on cheering and encouraging each other for the different games we played. Love it! And the guys in my og especially, they are super funny. Keep joking about everything. Had a great time laughing. Elaine and Elene. These 2 twin sisters are confusing me. They look exactly alike and they still play tricks on ppl, pretending to be each other. Only can differentiate them by their shoes. Later they change shoes then.. LOL!

And i love my ogl-s! They are really kind people. One of my ogl will msg us everyday saying about the next day's activity and praise us for our good team spirit. Gives me a sense of belonging in my new collge. I'm in the alliance group METALLO! OG3 SALDO! Gogogo!

saldo saldo saldo saldo uhm ah ah
ya ya ya ya ya ya ya
saldo saldo saldo saldo uhm ah ah
ya ya ya ya ya ya
SALDO! SALDO!

We learnt 3 types of dance already. 2 mass dance and 1 couple dance. The mass dances are very difficult. I don't remember the steps, just follow people all they way. And the couple dance have to pair up. 1 guy 1 girl. At first felt super akward cos have to spin in and out, of the guy. And throughout the dance there's is like so many hand contact. But after awhile normal already. Spin in and out until giddy. Then keep on stepping on his leg. Ah.. half the time saying sorry. Enough of embarrassment alr.

And we also learnt our school song alr. I think it's very nice and soothing.

Non mihi solum
The sweetlight of charity
Non mihi solum
The richness of humanity
~~~

Today's finale is so fun~! I see all the weirdest ppl in aj, some like super "sick" one, and i thought only neighbourhood schools do that sort of thing. And i got into my first choice of the subject combination. Yay though still dunno which class i'm in.

Tomorrow going ecp to clean up the beach. grrrr. Great bonding session.

2010-01-28T18:56:00.003+08:00

This post was meant for yesterday, 27 jan 10. Yesterday marks the day where we friends will go on our separate individual ways, some to poly and some to jcs. It is also the final finish for our secondary sch lives. We have moved on to our next path and journey in life.

I just want to say "FRIENDS, THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH." I mean it. Without you (especially xinying, carmen and sokhui) , i wldnt know if i'ld be able to conquere the obstacles in life and the sadness that i have encountered throughout my entire sec sch life. You have supported me and gave me something to lean back on when i almost fell. They are much appreciated , really.

And friends like jialian, yiting,yingzhi, yunyi, wenhong, wanqian, shiying and junchin ( and my fellow 4A class mates) , thanks for all the fun you have given me. They make me a happier and cheerful person and gave me more happy memories. I promise to keep those happy memories safely in my heart and that we'll remain as friends forever.

And with that, i wld like to wish all my fellow friends a happy and smooth-sailing year in their respected institutions.

Remember your promise to remain as close friends till we get old. I love all of you!

I'll update on tuesday and wednesday this weekend. ;D

2010-01-22T21:50:00.008+08:00

Wednesday
I went pool with xy, yy, jl, and yw they all. I thought there wld be a room for us but actually all customers share the same room. We chose the end table ;D I do not know how to play pool but it looks very much like a professional game to me, like for pro ppl. haha. Yy, jl and xy thought me how to aim and hold the pool cue. Miscued many times and ended up giving so many free balls to my opponent. The pool cue just doesn't slide smoothly on my left hand. grrrrrrr. I think our table made alot alot of noise! When we finished laughing we cld feel the silence in the room following that. LOL. Cldn't help it actually cos we are so elated when the ball enters the hole. It doesnt come easy... haha! Had lunch and sudd so many guys from our sch came. Didnt expect them. They are all experienced players and they played well. Nice watching them play. ;D First time pool for me isnt that bad..

I hid my emotions only too well. The problem lies totally in me. I need to mend on that. asap.

Thursday
12 of us went to the zoo!! Yay! I waited VERY long for it and it's like finally~ Have jane, sok, xy, yy, wh, sy, wq, jc, js, fk and joel. Took a direct bus and we started out quite early at 9. Followed the map and visited every animal. The best part was the baboon! Their red butt very big and they are entertaining, doing that sort of thing. Haha. They are probably the liveliest animals there, hopping and jumping around. Sudd saw smth very cute!! One baby baboon sitting on top of an adult baboon as it walked around. The adult even had its tail sticking straight upwards for the baby to lean back on! It's really very cute~~ I want it! We caught the seal and elephant show. Darling.. sweetheart.. haha! Don't know why can remember this so vividly when they called the elepahant.

There's a kids world in the zoo too! For a moment i wonder if i'm in the zoo or wcp. We played with the mini flying fox and the playground. The flying fox thingy most fun, will swing high up at the ending of the line. However, that's where jane hurt her ears! She actually pierced the back of her ear with her metal ear stud. OMG!!! I saw it. And she pulled it out. Omgomgomg. It looks very pain. Lucky she said she's okay. Sat on the slanted wheel and went round and round. It wasnt thrilling so we tried standing instead. Held hands and began spinning. Sudd one lost balance and we all fell flat on the floor. Pain. hahaah! But funny! Ran around in the maze and we were back being childish once again. Missed those childhood years..

After zoo went to watch them play bowling. And played laser quest! Very very very funn!! Needa wear those heavy sensor detector suit. They switched off the lights! Everyone ran in and i was alone. Scary leh. Girls against guys. I see anyone also shoot. Own team de also shoot. Cos cant really tell who are they. The slopes are challenging! Quite steep. haha! At least my first time there didnt get negative point. I want another day out like that again. ;D

2010-01-20T22:54:00.004+08:00

Tuesday
Recently have been itching to buy things! No, it's not good. I went to bugis yesterday and i saw so many things that i want. But i set a "quota" and settled on just 2 blouse. Walked and walked until feet pain. The thing about bugis is that they don't allow trying of clothes. They claim that its free size. And.. when i got home to try them, they are tight. Wa.. i really put on weight. Siao liao.

Post on zoo later ;D

2010-01-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hey all hey all ! Start saving for the entry to the Universal Studio which will be due to open soon. It's $66 per person on weekdays and $74 on weekends. Faster save faster save and we will go together. I'm so excited for Universal studio's opening because it's an international themepark on home grounds. HOME GROUNDS! I bet it's gonna be very fun! Cant wait~~

As what many say, "another round of waiting". Yup, waiting for our schools posting in 2 weeks time. We will separate.. hmm =( I wonder what new friends i'll make. And i will most certainly miss my sec sch mates!I do not have strong preference for any jcs. I'm fine with any i enter cos jcs in each of my choices have its fair share of disadvantages. Too far.. too old... to ugly.. too.. So i'm leaving it to the posting.

I hate spring cleaning.....

2010-01-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

I'm back! I love s'pore! ;DD Weather in tw and hk was cold. Super cold. I wore 4 sets of clothes but was still shivering, mainly due to the strong wind. It rained 5 out of 7 days when we were there. So spolier.. Walk everywhere with the umbrellas and constantly making sure that they don't turn inside out! Later so paiseh. haha. Enjoyed the scenic places in tw and hk. Taiwanese are really warm and kind people. I want to go back taiwan soon!

O'level results were yesterday. I only knew my results after landing at 6 plus. Gosh.. i was so nervous throughout my flight. I almost puke. I knew the result was in my hp but i cldn't switch it on during flight. I kept looking at the time and wondering what my friends were doing in the hall, what happened.. blah blah. SO exciting. I want to be present in the hall!

Yw says the atmosphere in the hall very good. Then say over there have a lot of friends to talk to,very fun. Purposely one. Now i'm so sad i cldn't be there. I feel that i missed somethings. LOL. When i touched down, i didn't dare to turn on my phone. So nervous. And finally, i see it. Better than expected ;D Collected my results in sch just now and am deciding which school to choose. 12 choices.. which means i just have to reject 6 schools and rearrange the rest. Sounds soo easy. But not. I'm going jc open house-s tmr. ;D I think will see many familiar faces around.

2010-01-03T16:08:00.003+08:00

My neighbour's kitten is annoying me alot. Keep walking into my house like nobody's business. Afew mins ago as i'm using the com in the living room, it scared the hell out of me by appearing just beside me! Not the first time alrrrrrr. ahh! I jumped abit and it also got a shock and froze there. It started meowing at me when i carried it home, like i'm being the one at wrong here? Meowmeowmeow...damnit. I don't see what fun this kitten sees in walking into my hse for afew steps and getting carried back home all the time.

I'm going taiwan this tues and hopefully be back on time for results. Hmmm.. i'll be missing on friends outings! Actually i'ld prefer going out with friends cos they are all very fun! Anything and everything also can joke about and especially Peggy's (don't scold me, but i think this name isn't bad afterall) loud loud funny laughter. haha! I feel that she's easy to talk with and this explains the reason why we cycle and chat together until overshot our destination. Even with jc and wq calling us from behind, we cldn't hear. End up they have to chase after us.

This holiday i get to know yy,wh,sy,wq and jc better. Always planing trips out together with us! Hope it'll last till we get old yeah? haha. Sometimes i do wonder what will happen 10 years from now, in 2020. we'll all be 27? And?? LOL -.-

Yesterday went out with sokhui and jialian to queensway, then ikea, then bugis. haha! Ikea was the most fun part! Both of them like small kid, eat ice-cream. And after that i eat kid's meal, though i'm not suitable for that. hahaa. Jl eat jichipang until so girl, 3 fingers at the back sticking out! High. Then her eyes were twinkling somewhere.. haha. And sokhui, after taking 4 pics then finally took one with her eyes open. She la.. keep blinking her eyes. Enjoyed the time with them! yay.

Had flu afew days back and now it become sore throat plus cough. Many ppl are getting sick recently. want a remedy for it? Consult sokhui.

This may probably be my last post until after my trip. So, miss me! LOL.

2010-01-01T18:11:00.005+08:00

Tuesday.
Steamboat with sok, jl,yt and bea was really nice. Warm food at night... with warm friends, so shiok right? Bus 190 tt day was too crowded and we were worried both beatrice and jialian cldn't enter the same bus as us. Then with jialian's kanchiong-ness to stand right in font of the busstop, she managed to squeeze in, with difficulties. LOL. Bused all the way to chinatown and eat. The whole place was smoky! Eat the cheese thingy and it's so so nice! I do agree with jialian we weren't full after going home. We wanted to stay longer but it was too late.. Reached home at 12 midnight and got scolded by mum. She shouted at me! Sadded~~ =( Lucky i was wearing the cheer you up t. LOL! At least, glad to see the 4 of them. Really miss them alot. :DD
The next day i still smell of steamboat. I did bathe! The smell just don't go away. Stuck with me ...

Thursday.
I went cycling at ecp. Total 11 ppl went. At first more ppl said they are going, then back out. hmmmmm. Had lunch at mac and we kept joking about all sorts of things. Fun! Joel's up sized mac cup kept toppling and he wasted 1 whole cup of coke o.O Really is the cup cant balance on it's own. We each rented a bike except jane. She didn't want to and said she wld run. LOL? And she really ran in the beginning without shoes! In the end she just kept walking. We all cycled till the end and back before joining jane at the sandcastle. Played captain's ball by the beach. I really had an urge to shout at the top of my voice across the sea if no one's there. I need to release those unhappiness. I cldn't find pebbles to throw too. =( We had ice cream after cycling and that's for the day. ;DD

Happy new year 2010! Another year had just passed. There are many memories in 2009 that still linger. I will keep them safely in my heart while hopping that 2010 will be better . There were also many things in 2009 that i failed to do so. I'm just looking for the right time and who knows the year just went passed like that. I guess i wld definitely find the opportunity to do so in 2010. We had to leave unhappy things behind in 2009.

Here's wishing all a blessed and happy new year!

2009-12-29T10:42:00.002+08:00

Last week i read an article by lwl and in her closing statement, she said it's better not to have too many memorable events happening in one's life. I totally agree. By not having a memorable event that day means a day have gone past peacefully; no exciting event, no devastating event, which is a good thing if you think about the devastating part. I should not complain boring or nothing much happens in my life, for a peaceful day is already good enough for us to thank god for. I wldn't want too many memorable events. Currently i have a few, which are all bad. It'll sort out.. ;D

Later i'ld be having a long long long awaited steamboat with beatrice, jialian, sokhui and yiting! I didn't see all of them for quite awhile already. Finally found a suitable time and date that we are all free. Gonna wear same t as jialian, if she remembers?? She enlighten me about things i didn't know yesterday. It's weird..

2009-12-28T11:22:00.002+08:00

Totally pissed off last night. I was so angry until i tear. Angry until tear?? Really, this shows how piss i was. Luckily someone calm me down. Took a shower and cooled down, literally. Today wake up feeling better, i don't want to think about it anymore. Just hopping that everything is alright. It isn't even a problem actually.I have calmed down.

Oh ya.. S'pore idol last night. And Sezairi won! I'm happy cause he has my support. haha. mental support only. Third consecutive malay guy alr and maybe more to come.. His green specs really hor.. caught my attention. So nice! LOL! Anyone agrees with me??

This year's christmas was fab! All the food~~ Honey baked ham, log cake, curry chicken, laksa, chicken rice, roast duck, sushi, jelly etc. LOL! We multi racial. Have different races food on christmas. haha! Who drooling alr? Maybe yy. Yesterday she told me she very sensitive to "food" this word. haha! She didn't say the reason but i'm guessing she's craving for them? ;D (yy: i'm jk..)

2009-12-23T21:47:00.003+08:00

I have been spending alot recently. Presents, clothes, food etc. I think i really splurge alot on food. Not that i should starve myself or what, but i shld eat cheaper food when i'm out. I avoid food courts and coffee shop most of the time and eat in what restaurant, fast food. zz! Now that i think of it so waste of money. And the other day i spent $20 plus on my dinner (not with family).. Waste money! Cut down cut down. I need to save now.

I've always wanted to exercise, like go for a jog at the park every morning. I thought of this since november and every morning when i wake up, i tell myself "tmr, tmr then jog" and now is almost end of december alr! I still haven't jog yet.. My stamina is getting worse and i feel so unfit. I need jio ppl..

Finally get to exercise today. Played badminton below jc's hse. I totally rusty liao. The last time i touched a badminton racket was on the last day of badminton tournament this year, which is like march? Haha. i played awhile and got tired so easily. And don't know why today so windy! Other days scorching hot! So difficult to play with the wind controlling the shuttle. BUT I had fun ! Wh keep on aiming on guys de **. LOL. NOt on purpose de, is she zun. ;D And the jokes those 2c guys say are damn damn hilarious. I wonder how they find so many things to joke about.

2009-12-19T13:23:00.002+08:00

I realise i cannot live without internet. I need internet to do many many things. I went to malaysia for just 3 days and i was so desperate to go online. The first night was still okay, without internet. Second day we purposely went to a restaurant with wifi and tried the internet connection but they said spoil. Third day we wanted internet so much tt we didn't mind paying for the internet service at the hotel and they said spoil too. =( So 3 days with completely no access to internet and i'm complaining so much. Glad to be back in s'pore with internet!

i feel the weight on me.

2009-12-13T21:47:00.004+08:00

Sunday
I went to the airport with michelle. I've thought of exploring the airport for a long time alr and glad i finally got to do so. Walked around the whole of terminal 3 and had popeyes for lunch. Then lightrailed to terminal 1 and 2. We drank starbucks coffee (mocha)! Recently, idk why i have such a strong craving for coffee. Seriously the smell of it is soooo fragrant. I really like changi airport.. And tt day i had an urge to buy a ticket for myself to USA. I want to visit there!

12.12.09 Saturday (MS CHAN'S WEDDING)

I went to kbox for the first time. Yunyi, shiying, xinying and i were there in the morning by 11.30 at cineleisure. Haha! Being the first time there, i complained about the dark lighting in the room. They told me that was normal. Yy taught me how to use the remote control to choose songs and stuff. Thanks yeah! Sang for 3 hrs and had klunch there. The food is nice! Yy crazy stand on the sofa to sing.. haha! I had loads of fun there! I want to go again soon!

We headed down to plaza singapura, initially to wait for jane so we cld board the same bus to wesly methodist church. We waited by having a sweet dessert! But just as we sat down to eat, jane called to say she's reaching. We ate very quickly and ran to the bus! Jane was a bus ahead of us. Reached and we realised we were almost late, so ran to the church. We ran alot.. Lucky we were in time!

Congratulations ms chan! We attended her church wedding. She looked really glamorous that evening, with her elegant white gown accompanied by a green ribbon around her waist. She's really pretty! She smiled so widely that i could barely see her eyes when she walked down the aisle to her already waiting groom. I felt really happy for her. ;D And her husband was very excited, beaming all the way. Her wedding's theme colour is white and green, a really nice colour combination. Bridesmaid, best men, wedding gift and invitation cards are all in green and white. Nice! I felt that the whole witnessing of the marital process was interesting. The priest was talking about food which relates to lifetime decisions. And after that, Ms chan and her husband sang a song that both of them composed just for sat's occasion. Not a bad duo after all. Both of them do have a sense of humour, leaving us crowd laughing. After that, we headed for the buffet reception and chat among ourselves. We "queued" to have our photos taken with the couple! yay. She may invite us over to her new hse for cny and she can give out angbaos alr! ;DDD

2009-12-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

I watched new moon today. ;D I found it much better than twilight, though many people think otherwise. New moon isn't really that bad. It's more organised and at least i knew what was going on. ;D Wenhong and shiying are kind of extreme in their reactions for the movie. Not so funny also laugh so loud, not scary also cover their eyes and occasionally peeping through their fingers.. hahaha. I laugh alot in the movie, not because of the show actually. It's because of both of them. Their giggles very funny. Then carmen half the time asking me why they laugh. LOL. Beats me too. I hope ppl agree with me that JACOB IS BETTER LOOKING THAN EDWARD. haha. ;D Especially when jacob cut his hair short. heeeeees.

Yunyi was working at lot 1's courts just now, promoting olympus camera. I really envy her courage to work alone. I should pluck up my courage and be independent! I shld not rely on anyone. It'll get me nowhere. I'll find a job my next holiday alone and not fret over small little things. Haha. And good morning ms lee! Nono, mrs yip! If u get what i mean.. Teacher wor..

I'm going m'sia next week for a couple of days. hmmm..

2009-12-05T19:24:00.003+08:00

I was contemplating deleting my friendster just now since almost everyone has switched to facebook. So I visited my long abandoned friendster account. I am surprised by the new look friendster has now, with totally new applications. Friendster has upgraded and is matchable to facebook. It's no longer just commenting each other; there are games. I feel it's quite similar to facebook. After 'exploring' friendster, i didn't want to delete my account after all. haha. Whether i wld use friendster actually depends on my friends. If there are no one using it, then there's no point using it. The basic colour there is green now! Nice! I went around looking at ppl's profile pictures. Those pictures reminded me about the sweet memories that are past in west spring. Those nerdy pictures! ;D

Tuesday.
I went out with yz and we had lunch at mac. I witnessed a typical auntie in S'pore. We were actually sitting opposite the self service counter where ppl get their straws, serviettes and chilli sauce. I looked at tt counter to see how ppl pull out serviettes because i always have problems with it. They just wldn't come out unless i un-glam-ly pull them out.

That auntie pulled out alot of tissues and stuffed into her bag. Then pulled out alot more and stuffed and stuffed. She glanced around to check tt no one else is looking at continue stuffing tissues into her bag! wth. Then stuff into her bag still not enough. She stuffed alot in her pockets. Hais. I just cant believe ppl are still doing this sort of things, taking advantage of free items. zzz! Whatever tissues she took is enough to last her a month lah..

Ms Chan's wedding is next week! I'm excited to see how pretty she'ld look in her wedding gown as she walk down the aisle, the aisle tt leads to happiness. ;D Actually, i envy her. She's getting married! Wish tt she will lead a blissful life. Great.. i cant find her invitation.

I'm waiting, in case you didn't know.
It's not easy.

2009-11-29T13:46:00.001+08:00

Look at my 1 yr old nephew's toes.

All his toes same length de. haha. SO cute.

I noticed it when carrying him.

2009-11-28T20:00:00.008+08:00

Class bbq on wednesday at sch was fabulous! We never have that kind of gathering as a class before, i guess.. Was suppose to meet up at shengsiong at 10, end up everyone met at about 11 plus. This is interesting. We had 3 trolley load of things and ya, over budget. So in order to save $$$, beatrice, wanqian, xinying, carmen, junchin and i had to carry all the stuff and walk to sch from shengsiong! Siao lor. I had to pause and put down the things many times. Prepare the food and soon.. bbq started!! So fun.

Played with water! Water bomb leh.. and water gun. Ppl also use pails, bottles and cups to wet each other. haha! I've never played with water for a long long time.. Love it. About the food.. the guys burnt many of them! Wasted. Played dodge ball, ice man, eagle and chick. I prefer running inside the circle, more thrilling but can get giddy if the ball passes around too quickly. I'll remember all these moments as a class forever!

It's not easy to find a vacation job now. What they want is for us to work longer term, or ppl with experience. Either that or the job doesn't suit me at all. How? What can i do in 2 months?? Also no lobang.

2009-11-18T16:17:00.002+08:00

PROM NIGHT !
STARRY NIGHT !

17.11.09

Tuesday's prom wasn't as sensational as i thought it wld be. No teary red eyes, as far as i can see. I thought they wld play some touching video montage and make everyone cry. Lucky they didn't. ;D

Carmen and I took a cab down to the hotel. Nono, to Raffles City and walked 5 mins to the hotel. I told the cabby Grand park city hall but i think he only heard city hall. Grrr.. End up have to ask for help from a passer-by. Entered the hotel and everyone went to the toilet. It was so packed tt i cldn't get in. So, Idled at the couch before taking the lift up to the ballroom. Signed in and they made us stand oustide for so so so long. Everybody's complaining feet pain. (just realise i have a huge blister on my feet). After so long, the ballroom finally opened! WOo!Dishes served were like those in wedding dinners. Played some games and everyone's off to take pictures! ;D

(photos will be up next time)

2009-11-17T12:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEO SOK HUI !

HAPPY SWEET 16 !

Today is prom night! Later on at 6 at grand park hotel. ;D ;D Hope it'll be fun! haah.
There's alot of preparation to be done for this few hrs. Need to shop for dress, shoes, bags, jackets.... Yup and i hope it'll be all worth the while. Don't piss me off today.

Just now went to school to learn some lessons on social etiquette. haha. We are not suppose to steal food from other tables! SO duh.. And smth new, tt when we drop our napkin on the floor, we shld not pick it up ourselves. We shld ask a waiter to pick it up for us instead. Later if i follow strictly to this, the waiter must be thinking "pick it up urself la, you think i'm ur maid ar?" LOL. Sometimes it's not easy to follow all these etuiquette skills. I was so confuse over which fork or knife or spoon to use.. As long as my utensils serve my purpose, why bother right? Oh ya, some other skills include a gentlemen having to stand up from his sit at the table if a lady has to go to the loo. haha! Then 1 guy shouted "Go wear pampers la!" haha. That's a nice one. ;D

Went out to causeway and lot1 yesterday with carmen to buy some prom stuffs. I didn't realise causeway is the dark dark place carmen is refering to. In the end she bought a blue clutch. blue blue blue. ;D haha. She likes blue. I think i everything also white. =(

Urk, my hair.. so paiseh. so bian.

2009-11-13T11:03:00.002+08:00

It's been long long long long long time since i last posted. Not that i didn't use the com. Is cos i don't see anything significant to post about. The same routine goes on for so many days. I think if i blog you all will get bored! haha.

I cant say that my O'levels are officially over. There's still 1 listening paper to attend on Monday!! Alone. Okay, i guess i'm pretty much use to it already. Malay lessons have made me a more independent person. But i really wish to thank Angeline for supporting me! Like for yesterday's malay o's, she messaged me before paper 1, after paper 1 and after paper 2. I even called her because i really need someone to talk to in between the break for the 2 papers. I was talking to her in the toilet for 15 mins before my next paper begin. Thankyou!

And 1 more thing she did during malay oral. When i entered the room myself (she's not in the same room as me), i was told by the invigilator to turn off my phone. My turn was the last. She didn;t know i was the last one then. But before we went separate rooms, we agreed to go home together. I wanted to msg her to tell her not to wait for me but i cant cos cannot use hp. Poor angeline, she was the first few and she waited outside the sch for nearly 3 hrs! She msged me alot, but i only saw them after my oral. Imagine waiting for someone and not getting a reply from her. I guess many ppl in her shoes wld have gone off first. SHE WAITED FOR ME!!I didn't thought she wld. I felt so bad.. Waiting 3 hrs is not easy. BUt seriously, she's very kind. REALLY THANKS ALOT. You helped me survive malay lessons! ;D

There's 1 funny thing tt happen dunno which day. My neighbour bought a kitten. But somehow or rather, her kitten kept walking out of her house. My brother was playing his guitar at the living room one day when he stopped abruptly. Then i realised my neighbour's kitten was sitting ouside my gate. My brother said shoo...shoo.. Instead that kitten stood up and walked through my gate into my house. My brother told me to carry it out but i was afraid it wld bite me. I asked him to do it instead and he said he was scared too! Ahaha! And the kitten just kept on walking to the alter table. Then I saw my bro swinging his guitar near the cat to scare it. aha!! It was so funny. His position like sweeping the floor with the guitar. haha!! Then the kitten was drinking the tea at the alter table already. So i had no choice but to put on a brave front and carry the kitten out of the house. Yeah, i know.. it's just a kitten only. But i cannot be scared meh? My brother also scared. LOL. At first i didn't know he was afriad of anything. Now i know, a KITTEN. ;D

Going far east soon. I'll continue next time.
There's so many things to blog about alr.

2009-09-17T13:02:00.002+08:00

Prelims are over! Whee. But there's this one major exam coming. soon. Poa paper was quite difficult. The first question is the one. I've got a gross loss, a net loss and one negative balance in the balance sheet. Obviously is wrong. It wasted so much of my time. At the last 15 mins, i redid the whole of the first question, 21 marks. Chiong until... Don't know whether correct anot. At least don't have negative balance in balance sheet. ;D Amath also difficult, though many people say it's quite okay. hais. why why??

I appreciate this past Sept holidays. It gave me time to sort out my thoughts and banish those unhappy ones. I resoned to myself that i should be happy for others, respect their decision and go all out for them. I'm nobody to control anybody. It's their decision. Let it be. I realise that there's absolutely no point dwelling over unnecessary things, and that i should just focus on my goals and only what's important to me. And with that, after all these reasonings, i'm a happier person, though i don't show it?

Still have to attend class later...

2009-08-29T18:58:00.000+08:00

Prelims are starting soon! Or yeah, it has already started, for some people. Prelims for 3 days, a week holiday, then continue with prelims again. MrsL was saying smth about the Amath paper is not settled yet and it's getting more difficult because some teacher is changing it. I hope it doesn't get way too difficult.

Somehow or rather, the date for prom night changed to a day before, on sokhui's birthday! haha. So cool. Probably we'ld all sing birthday song in the restaurant! Then we'll choose her to be the prom queen, even if she wears pajamas. yay! About the prom king.. hmmm... haha. She gets to pick? LOL.

Went to cousin's house just now. Her puppy's paws are sharp! It got too excited and scratched my legs. Now there're red marks on my legs. ouch.

2009-08-29T00:15:00.001+08:00

Exams, friendship, love, career. These have made some people evil and selfish, sometimes to an extent that they hurt someone close to them. Are those things really that important? Are those things worthy of their nasty behaviour and thoughts? i really do wonder. In order to attain what they want, they hurt people, do lots of cunning thing, but in the end, they'll lose.

Dont't treat me like that.
I'm not ur rival.

2009-08-01T20:37:00.001+08:00

I had my eng prelim oral yesterday. Overall, i think it's easier than other oral examinations. Because there's many things to say about the picture! Reg 1-5 was under ms.vc. I dun remember striking lottery like this. She is like the last person i want for oral exam because she's so strict! And her eng is so close to perfect. Thankfully she wasn't in a bad mood, she smiled ;D yay. She gave me many comments, one of which is my speed in reading. She said i read too fast and said i shld not be nervous at all in any part of the oral exam. I'm trying hard on that!

Stayed back after school on friday. Xinying took quite a number of video of jialian acting some scenes of paris and milan. So funny! jialian wanted me to act with her but of cos my role is a very small one. To pick up a packet of tissue in front of her leg. After which, she wld jump about and accuse me of wanting to "molest" her. Act until damn funny. After that we went to plaza to buy our dinner! Ate subway! So nice!

We also took class photo on thursday in front of the general office. This year's class photo is so much better than last year's. It's very much neater and at least, they waited for us to get ready. I dunno why it was so difficult for me to smile. I felt my muscle shaking. LOL. XD

2009-08-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

I stayed strong many a times, and controlled my tears very well in front of people. But this week, i showed my weakness. I teared in front of my friends. I did try very hard not to but this was just too much to handle. This is nobody's fault. Just me. I felt offended and lonely. Lonely like how i attend my malay lessons every week. Lonely like how i was led to face the students in tt sch. Lonely like how there's nth to do about it. Maybe this is just a part and parcel of learning how to be independent. Probably next time, this word confident wld replace my word lonely in the above sentnces. Or shld i say, it will.

2009-07-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

Resisting..

2009-07-02T17:40:00.002+08:00

School reopened this week. Many measures were put in place to prevent the spread of H1N1, like twice daily temperature taking and no assembly. Applaud for no assembly! We wldn't get scolded for not being there on time.

I don't enjoy school as much as i enjoy it before the school holidays. The damn driving-me-crazy rumour is out and worse than before! I really want to make this clear. I'm very serious this time. This rumour (you know who you are) is not funny and i cant stand it anymore. This is not any ordinary rumour between classmates, it's a teacher! Mind you! Doesn't mean everytime you all say and i laugh it off means i'm okay with it. I'm trying to contain them because i know you all are just playing/joking. But playing has limits! And this limit has reached its climax today. This is seriously childish. I really feel very upset with this whole thing, what with so many people saying it, at almost every given opportunity. I'm not angry with you all, but i'm upset. So can you all please stop saying? Not everything can be joked about.

Today is my chinese o'level oral! Was excited but nervous. As usual, i'm first again. Stumbled on a few words and the conversation was one i have never thought of before. It's something about the schools opening up for the public. Fingers crossed, hope i can do well. I still thought the oral qn wld be some kind of h1n1 or youth Olympics.. And yay, mt oral is over! SO good luck to those taking oral tmr!

I'll find a way...

2009-06-16T12:39:00.002+08:00

Why is everyone accusing me of things i didn't do? It's only less than 1 week and i have 4 accuses pointing at me, staring at my face. Why? It's recently only.. These accuses really have me thinking whether i'm suffering from some short term memory. But how cld it be? I could still remember other things. Or am i just so unlucky? Unlucky that ppl got things messed up and accuse me? The worst thing is, it's just me and you, no witness, so how can i prove myself innocent? Hais, i really have no choice. Blame me all you want. But deep down in my heart, i know i'm innocent and that's good enough.

2009-06-11T16:59:00.004+08:00

I feel so sleepy today. Couldn't sleep last night because the weather was too hot. Managed to sleep only at 2am after counting sheep. oops. I tired to catch some sleep in the canteen after e.math lesson today but ended up talking throughout, cant control myself. lol .

After physics test, i paired up with jialian to do the pendulum experiment. We weren't the last to start but we were the last to end. Teacher and a few guys were even waiting for us so they cld keep the apparatus. We were slow. Either jialian didn't press the stopwatch or i freed the bob too early. A few times we even forgot to count or loss count. I am not alert today.. But our delay was not entirely our fault. It's the bob and the wind. At the count of 17 (which took so long, we needed 20) it hit the table and we needed to redo again.

We saw the bob slanting at count of 15 just now. We didn't want to restart so we sort of hope the bob wld not hit the table for just 5 more periods. Jialian was so funny, she jumped and shouted at the same time because she was very "excitedly" hoping the bob wld stay. Suddenly, " ding!" and we laughed loudly. Little did she know that teacher was taking video of her! haha. I want that video! And sry xinying, i shook ur table too much, cos of all my laughing. Cldn't help it.

Went to bind ss notes and ate roti prata while waiting. Yummy. (:
Paris and milan later! Yay.

2009-06-10T09:04:00.003+08:00

Back to update ;D

Chinese O's is over on 1st june. The compo questions are managable and this thought is shared by many. Which is to say, many people can write well and therefore the raise in standards.. lala. I'm hoping for an A . Next wld be mt oral and listening. Jiayou!!

Cousins stayed over at my house last week. They even brought their hamsters along ;D So cute!!They are so fluffy and well-fed. Pity, their hamsters are not used to people touching them and preferred being alone. If not, i'll be cuddling the hamsters all day. ;D

Went to kinokuniya at orchard with xinying on sunday. The place is soo big. We kept walking and walking and we were back to the entrance again. LOL. Felt so lost. Surprised that i saw ladders there. it's meant for people to climb up if they are not tall enough. It's kind of weird. But at least they maximise the space and have all bookshelves level up to the ceilings.

After that ate mos burger ;D Shopped awhile and went home. We coluldn't find the mrt station. We followed the sign until the sign was missing but still no sight of mrt station. We decided to exit the shopping centre and look for it. Still couldn't find so we headed back to where we were from. Then, we realised that the mrt station is just a few steps away from where we had exited! SO dumb. lol.

In the mrt station on my way home, i saw 2 women in their 50s snatching to sit down. They practically pushed each other. -.- No courtesy at all. A men got up and both of them threw their things on the seat and pushed each other and finally one got to seat. hais.

Physics spa yesterday. Made me worried so much. Shall not elaborate on it. Just hope everything is alright.

Got to go school later. bye.

2009-05-22T20:01:00.002+08:00

Shit. I have an ulcer in my mouth. It's my first time! No wonder i have this weird feeling in my mouth the whole of today. I don't like! hais.

TO YITING: WE WILL HAVE OUR ROTI PRATA-HUNTING OUTING AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. PROBABLY RIGHT AFTER MT O'LEVELS. JIALIAN WILL BE TREATING US SO THE MORE THE MERRIER. HAHA. I WILL CONFIRM THE DATES WITH YOU ONCE I GOT THE SCELDULE.
p.s Are you satisfied with my reply yet? (:

2009-05-22T18:00:00.002+08:00

So many things are happening now. I remember during my primary school life, i was so anxious to get into a secondary school, to find a really close friend whom i will share all secrets to. And do things what close friends would usually do ( joke, share secrets, never get angry with each other, fun, exciting, motivating.....) . I was so excited then, I was going to get a close friend.

It turned out that after 4 years in secondary school, my imaginary close friend-to-be have not surfaced. I'm not saying that i'm not close to my friends, but the "close friend" i was so excitedly dreaming of wasn't like that. It was more that this. Upset?

Maybe i expect too much, i dream too much. I'm satisfied with my friends now, i just have to learn to accept who they are. I have to think the positive things they have done and not dwell about the negative side. I feel much better this way.

All results for MYE are out. I've done badly for a few subjects. I'm not putting in enough time and effort.. I just passed my geography. wth.

I watched American idol last night and the night before! It was so entertaining. Although i hoped kris would win, it is no doubt that Adam is obviously the better singer. His vocals are unique and the power in his voice, excellent. I'm glad Kris won. But i'm also sad Adam lost. Whatever. I don't know what i'm thinking.

2009-05-14T14:57:00.004+08:00

MYE is over! haha! We had a surprise birthday celebration for mr prakash on friday after everyone completed their last paper. I didn't have any paper that day which means no school. However, my class is celebrating our form teacher's birthday and i felt obliged to go school after what jane said. Yes, it's our last year in school and after so much mr.p had done for us, those sweets, birthday presents, hard work, we should find time to make his days teaching us a memorable one.

Since only those who dropped bio/pure geog were free on friday, we met up in bpp to do a collage and got teacher a pretty bottle with little notes inside. I wonder if teacher would really unroll every little note, read it and roll it back.. It's hard work yeah? i helped rolling up a few notes and found it very time-consuming. When we got everything ready, we sat down in Mac and start work. Coloured pens, photos, little notes, tape took up the whole table and we rushed everything cos the exam papers were ending. The lady in mac looked quite pissed at us. We did not buy anything from there but we were using their place. She poked her head in, saying her manager would scold her and warned us not to dirty the place, blah blah. So, yunyi bought an apple pie and put it on the middle of the table while sirsing bought a drink. HAHA. Collected the cake and ran to school.

Surprised teacher but he somehow looked expressionless. Really hoped he was surprised. It's difficult getting to coordinate everything just to surprise him. Sang birthday song twice! Today is teacher's actual birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR PRAKASH!

Now, the part that i dread most is the exam results.. And malay result is tmr. Really hope i do well.

2009-05-02T12:39:00.005+08:00

Congrats to Guzheng team for receiving a gold award for SYF!!! COngrats congrats. All their hardwork had paid off and it's only their first time participating. Not bad uh.

I had mt oral last friday and i'm so relief it's over. Teacher said i was too nervous. No doubt. How can anyone not be nervous when they're the first to be tested on?? OKay.. maybe it's only me. I stumbled on quite a number of words. "ni ai" i read as "rou ai" Omg. And to think that is a very common word we used in our compo. I saw teacher marking those words that i read wrongly. And there's this other mt teacher sitting beside my examiner. She was staring at me all the time! Very pressurizing.. At least this oral conversation was not as bad as last yr's.

Took the flyer 2-3 weeks ago(cant remember), and they squeezed in so many ppl into one cabin! By the time my family got in, all the seats were already taken up but my ah ma needs a seat.. I feel very restricted from taking photos because of the huge crowd inside. Xy had a whole cabin for her family! I was expecting tt too.. okay..Those aside, the view was magnificent! A very urbanised city. I feel proud of that. Lol. I like seeing the cars along the expressway, like tiny dots scurrying around. Shit, now i'm giving myself shivers. No, not ants, they are cars.. Yes, cars.

2009-04-18T11:08:00.006+08:00

Stayed in school for more than 12 hrs yesterday, all those extra lessons.. With Jialian around, i found myself shouting all the time. Reasons: to defend myself from what she said and to compete with her volume. haha. Jialian, you are loud. Went down to have our lunch before math lesson and she was as usual saying all those nonsense about xy and who.., tracy and who.., everyone except herself. Then when we were going back to class, E****t and P***r walked past. Jialian shouted " Xy!" at the top of her voice! Then soon Xy, tracy and I were shouting "Jialian!"too. If i'm not wrong, E and P turned to look. I think we've created a scene in the canteen. Who's fault? haha.

After that in the night, smth very scary happened... At the sixth storey... the top floor in our school.. whoo...

At around 8, I suddenly realised i forgot my book in the classroom. I didn't dare to go up alone because it's very dark, so Jialian volunteered to accompany me(thankfully). When the lift door opened at the sixth storey, outside was pitch dark. We took a step out and allowed the lift door to close behind us, along with all the ray of lights.

We were grabbing each other, running to the switch which is quite a distance away. We switched on all the lights and then went to classroom. Jialian was saying about smth is haunted. freak me out. So i quickly take my book and we ran out of the class.

Because we were taking the lift again, we had to off the lights before going to the lift. "click" it's back to pitch darkness again. Jialian shouted, grabbed me, i shouted as well and we ran towards the lift.

THE BUTTON FOR THE LIFT WAS LIGHTED UP ALR. We didn't press. We wanted to but there's no need to. No one was there, only us in the dark. We shouted louder when we saw litted button, the storey number on top changing from4..to5..

Imagine that we were so afraid alr, and seeing that adds on to my fear.

Yeah, basically we were afraid of the litted up button. Okay whatever. I have low guts. It may not seems scary to you, but it is to me.

Who could have pressed the button before us??

2009-04-15T17:38:00.002+08:00

Omg.. Why are there tests everyday?? Physics test yesterday gone case alr. I do not know how to do almost half the paper. What does that mean if i make careless mistakes? FAIL. I'm sure i'll be the first few to get back my paper.. AGAIN. I forgot the formulas and even the definitions which are suppose to be easy. Now i have no backup for difficult questions. hais. It's all so depressing. POA test today is no exception.

Sometimes i really feel like letting out my tears, to drain out all my stress, my problems, once and for all, and be a happy person once again.

Hurting people is bad. Not only physically, but mentally as well. The biggest problem is, the person hurting others is oblivious that he/she himself is actually doing so, because they are not sensitive. Yup, i have a friend like this. sadly. I'm trying very hard to take those comments lightly. Think before you speak!

Dairy farm...St.john island..Sarawak...Guangzhou... blahblah. I want to rewind time to any of those moments, can i?

-.-'' random.

2009-03-27T16:03:00.004+08:00

There is a purpose for choosing my blog song. "Don't stop, never give up!" . It's to encourage everyone, like you, to not give up, no matter what. It is inevitable that we face many obstacles along our journey in life. Therefore instead of giving up, we should work harder to overcome it! Yes?

Through 16 years of life, i've faced thousand and one problems, over which i cried to sleep or consulted my family or friends. I'm glad i have friends to confide my problems with and supported me all the way, especially.. (you) I want to say a big THANKYOU! I mean it. (:

Oh (jialian, lol) ya, I want to thank xinying, carmen, sokhui, yingzhi, valerie, MrP for the presents and cards, and jialian, hamizah, husinaini, wanzhen, weilin, janice, yongsheng, junchin and others(sry i don't remember) for wishing me a happy birthday! THANKYOU ;D I didn't wished to hold a party for my birthday this year because last yr's wasn't sucha success, i feel. Because it was raining plus something else which seriously dampen my mood.

I finally got to change my phone. XD My old phone's resolution was horrible and it only had infrared. Infrared is almost useless now because most phones only have bluetooth. Had more than 3 hrs of MT today. Couldn't concentrate at all.. 3hrs is too long alr.

After tt i got really hungry so i went to Subway with xy. It's my first time ordering though it's not my first time eating subway. I didn't know how to order because there's like many steps before the order is done. The person said," what bread mam?" I answered. Next, i heard the man said "what's up man?" I frowned, thought he was acting cool, but smiled back. He repeated that again, then again when i didn't answer.
I finally realise smth. I actually misinterpreted him. The next step was to choose the "sub" i want, which is why the guy said" what sub mam?" and to think i heard him say "what's up man?" SO embarrassing. Imagine me smiling at him when he kept asking me what sub i want. hais. I think i must have looked stupid. At least now i'm sure, this will not happen again.

(:

2009-03-22T19:44:00.002+08:00

School reopens tmr!
I still owe so many homeworks.
Couldn't do my work for the past 3 days cos i was down with flu
and i slept almost the whole day when i was sick. hais.
I used many many packets of tissue and bro said i was making wanton( chi dunmplings). LOL.
Yes, for him to eat. haha.
After 3 days, finally i'm feeling better alr!
GREAT. I hope i'm well enough to go for pe tmr.

FINALLY,

THANKYOU ALL FOR WISHING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

(i'll name you all in my next post)

Till next time. (:

2009-03-19T14:49:00.003+08:00

Had to go back to school for the past 3 days. Shorten my holiday. Hmphss. SPA yesterday was not as difficult as i thought. I expected some balancing experiment to come out because we've been practising that alot. Thankfully it didn't! Everytime during practical lessons, i'll get all frustrated if the ruler doesn't balance( i know it never does), because somehow i'll get the idea that my experiment is wrong.

After that we had to be quarantined in the auditorium, for like 3 hrs. It suddenly reminded me of the Sars period. Then and there, I'm so glad Singaporeans managed to overcome this deadly outbreak. I like the auditorium ;D I feel like camping there one day( this will never happen). MdmH made use of the time to conduct her bio lessons, so those non-bio students sat behind. Jialian was funny. She talked very loud till practically the whole class turned around, stare at her and shhh-ed her. haha. Twice! not once. I think she blast the music in her earpiece tts why she talked so loud. haha.

I had fun today (:

2009-03-05T18:28:00.003+08:00

Back to posting. Today had a wonderful river cruise at singapore river! It's so nice and cooling.The entire ride was calm. Initially thought will have sea sickness. One thing that was gross. The river is dirty-green in colour and there's quite a number of dead fish floating on it. I thought the river wld be very clean, tt's why it's a tourist attraction.

~~..to be continued. (busy)~~

COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!

I saw the floating platform, IR in building progress and merlion. The merlion! It was so pretty spouting water, and just a few days ago, lightning stuck it's head! Omg. Now chunks of its head is gone. hais. I thought lightning shld strike the highest point, base on laymen's term, but how come lightning struck its head.. There are so many tall buildings there. =( I pity it. SO now i'll feel unsafe if my head is not covered when there's lightning. Because this shows that having tall buildings around doesn't help divert that dangerous electricity away.

Was quite busy recently because of common tests. My worst paper was chemistry! When i looked through the questions, my mind is totally blank, like i didn't study for it. But i did! I spend time memorising the formulas and nth came out upon reading the question! How? How? My chemistry is bad. I don't knw how to improve. Even my brother agrees that my chemistry is horrible. Seriously, i don't understand almost everything for acids, bases and salt. I feel very frustrated!! ah!!

Today had a surprise graded oral for malay! I stumbled on so many words. The worst thing is, i didn't know what tone to use. I have completely no idea what the passage is talking about. Conversation was terrible too. I didn't know what her question was and i ask teacher to repeat so many times.

I have to buck up!!

2009-02-22T20:54:00.004+08:00

Yup, thanks for being concern and asking me to cheer up. I really did cheer up. ;D Maybe cos it happened on friday the 13th. It's supposed to be a "bad luck" day right? I'm down on that. I think i was being overly sensitive. I feel guilty so many ppl read tt. It was meant for THAT person only but obviously that person will never read it. Okay, enough of this..

2009-02-14T18:01:00.004+08:00

Last week's cip at senja grand is seriously boring!! Each person is assigned to each level to look after the oranges and the f&n drinks. I believe S'poreans living in that type of hse(quite well to do) will not steal. Even if they steal, it's still meant for them isn't it? I waited at the 30th floor for 2o mins. Carmen is 2 floor below. Both of us can't really hear each other properly, so didn't communicate much. In the end, after waiting for sooooo long, vip only visited 1 unit at my floor. Dots!!

Before that, mdm ik was shooting for her dv campus thingy. Our class's girls are playing calefare, queuing up to take oranges and the drinks. They NGed so many times and we requeue as many times. We take le, put back then re queue and so on... It'll be very obvious that they NG many times. Actually this part quite fun. I'm eager to see how the video clip turns out to be. I'm waiting!!

Today's valentine. Thanks carmen for ur rose! Xinying for ur chocolate, Sokhui for ur bread tag, Charmaine for ur lollipop, wazhen for ur biscuit and Janice for ur very funny wish! This is like my first valentine to have received so many things. Maybe cos it's the last year we are together.

~~I'm so hurt yesterday.~~
~~in school.~~
~~so much so that i actually tear a drop or two.~~
~~YOU make me feel so unwelcome,~~
~~like a stranger,~~
~~like i'm not supposed to be there,~~
~~like tt place belongs to you,~~
~~like ...~~
~~Of all ppl, you did tt to me. idiot.~~

~~you make me realise~~
~~my close friends are the best.~~
~~i'm lucky to have them.~~
~~i shld't ask for much.~~

2009-02-01T18:13:00.004+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

Had been so busy at the start of the year alr, with all that competitions, tests, extra lessons and all. I'm missing going home early, to have a nap every afternoon. Sometimes in class, i can barely open my eyes. I look but i don't see, and hear but don't listen. I'm empty and dazing in class. I have to ask ppl what's going on.

This year's CNY public holiday so short, 2days only. End up have to do visiting after school + complete homeworks. SO little time for everything. Now visit relative not as boring alr cos have puppy and hamster to play with. CNY is fun! Can collect angbaos! Come to think of it, we lost the cny deco competition this year. I have to admit we did very little compared to last year. Almost all our decos went up the day and day before the judging. Though we lost, i'm glad the bio human structure was so much fun. Carmen was so funny shouting "don't dirty my clothes, be careful!"

Lala. Just blogging abit since so long didn't blog alr. Maybe the next time i blog will be a long time from now. Hope Everyone have a prosperous and a healthy year ahead! Most importantly, less stress!

you are such a nice person..

2009-01-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

New classroom is a resource room! Over there initially have air con but they disabled the wiring. HMPHSS.! At first still thought if we behave then teacher will reward us by switching on the air-con.. LOL. There are so many cabinets, both at front and back and no signboard =) haha. No signboard means dun have to spend time decorating them like last year. The bad thing is that cant put things underneath most tables.

Poa teacher is so funny.. The way he talks always make me laugh. His theory of not saying bad words is nice, it's to THINK. Shit--Sugar. LOL. Actually thought he quite serious de. Lessons are starting tmr and end so late. It ends later than the time malay starts. How to get there on time? Confirm late at least 1 hr de. Have to take lrt, then mrt, then bus. Hais, rush here and rush there, very jing zhang one leh.. Can someone invent a telepoter soon?

2008-12-30T17:24:00.003+08:00

Yay new bookshelves for my books le! I can finally stop stacking all my books on the table, which makes it so difficult to find what i want. When i want smth at the bottom, i have to unstack everything, take and re stack again. Then if i'm lazy, i 'll pull out the book from the stack and everything collapses. So inconvenient! Now so much better ;D LOL.

Christmas this yr is fun. I can get to play with a poodle puppy! It looks like teddy bear and is extremely fluffy. SO cute!! One thing human-like is that it's afraid of heights. haha. Everyone was wondering why it always shiver when someone is carrying it while standing. The puppy will remain very still until it's being released. hahas. I want!

Yesterday watched TWILIGHT with xy in the morning. It's so.... nice! I watched on the internet once but find it rather messy and boring. Yesterday came to realise that the internet movie cut out many parts, making it incomplete. And it's boring because they removed the interesting part! No wonder before i watch in the cinema, I don't quite agree with people saying TWILIGHT is nice. After watching i can agree! haha.

School is reopening 2 days later! On one hand, i can get to see my friends, especially ahsiaos. On the other hand, I cannot accept the fact that i'm sec 4! O'levels is within clear sight. I thought i just taken PSLE? Alright, I'll stop ranting about all these. Next yr changing classroom alr but still at same level. I'll miss the previous classroom ;( Also, we're changing chem, emath and ss teachers.. Have to get used to new teachers again.. =(

2008-12-19T13:05:00.003+08:00

I'm back from a short trip to m'sia. ;D 3 days only and i'm missing home alot. I saw how plentiful their land is and was kind of hoping they give some land to s'pore. S'pore is seriously too small le. See how we sweat easily in s'pore? Because s'pore is very densely populated. I was there under the hot sun and i dun sweat as much as i do in s'pore. LOL. We visited relatives there and they took turns to treat us for meals. If i'm not wrong, i don't think my dad even paid for any meals. haha. They keep insisting to pay. Thanks alot then ;D

Yesterday xy accompanied me to lot1. Then we saw jane, yunyi, valerie, wanzhen, wenhong, waiying and the bunch of them. Jane cut her hair back to her shoulder again. She looks so cute! All hairstyle suit her lo. Then she was fluttering her big eyes with long eyelashes, haha. Very scary.. They were actually done with watching the movie twilight.

Xy decided to cut her fringe today so i accompanied her. She kept looking down when the person is cutting. The hairdresser pushed her head up higher and her head slipped down again, like her head is too heavy. It turned out quite nice too. Very straight. ;D Had lunch and she went off to "book-shop" with other librarians.

2008-12-11T18:59:00.008+08:00

Yay, carmen says she is gonna lend me eclipse tmr. :D I do not have to wait any longer! I went to sch for badminton on tues, but library not opened.. I think i dun wan to watch twilight movie alr. I'll rather save the money on movie ticket for smth else. I think i've been wasting alot of $ on movie tickets recently. I have to SAVE! =)

I have been slacking away the whole Tuesday afternoon with janice. We took turn to go each other's hse. I like her whiteboard! Drew pics of 3circles-pig on it to irritate her younger sis. haha! Played keyboard, badminton, bball and lie on the raised circle platform to cloud gaze. LOL. Then chitchat all the way!! Oh ya, she bought cookie monster and elmo keychain! SO cute..

I still do not knw whether i'm going m'sia anot. Hais..

elmo and cookie monster! Cute!

2008-12-02T10:46:00.002+08:00

Sunday went changi point to brisk walk. LOL. To enjoy the scenery. Yeah, the green and murky water polluted with rubbish by the seaside. haha. Basically is the breeze that i enjoyed the most. While walking, i saw something surprising. A chicken flew up a tree. No joke, serious. We were walking towards the chicken, it panicked and flew up. I thought chickens are the few rare birds that do not fly? Amazing...

My new bag of rice is being infested with weevils! Ark. When my dad pour it out, I saw black dots scurrying everywhere. OMG! I cant believe i'm eating those rice that they share. Gross. When i'm typing this now, i feel itchy all over, like they are all over me. Btw, they are harmless, but the sight of them freak me out. Eeewwww!

2008-12-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

My last post is like so long ago? One word, lazy. Plus there's nothing much going on during the school holidays, so boring. I want to go many places like US, australia, japan! But the economy now is making these trips impossible, at least for me. I want to travel worldwide but i'm always afraid of taking the aeroplane. Every time there's just a mini turbulence, i'll freak out and grab my seat tight. Hias. SOmetime i just wonder why wld ppl dare to work as an air steward or even a pilot.

Sometime last week when i was helping my mum to pluck vegetables for dinner, i found 2 cuteeeeeeeee, tiny snails. I cant believe they manage to stay alive after so many processes, on account that they are so small and fragile. From the plantations to market to my fridge. Yes in the fridge for a few days! Since they are so determine to stay alive, i'll help them :D I'll feed them fresh vegetables every 2 days instead of abandoning them in the garden. Snails are slow and when i look at them, i feel more at ease, like they have alot of patience with me. LOL. That's me. DOn't make a face when u're reading it. I told carmen and sokhui but they just stare at me. So i guess YOU maybe doing the same. haha.

I'm starting to like bball alr. The feeling of throwing the ball into the basket softly is.... is... indescribable. haha. I want to play again! It's december alr. I'm really dreading next yr la. SLOW DOWN!

2008-11-12T22:01:00.004+08:00

Badminton again today. Everyone has to buy a tube of shuttles.. I'm about to burn a hole in my pocket soon.

At the start, everyone gathered in front of coach and he started to appoint ppl to do different things. Those being called out can start their training. As usual, girls are the last few to be called out and so many ppl have started. I happened to be sitting just a step outside the court. I'm still waiting for coach when a guy(in the court playing) stepped on my legs (OUCH!) and fell on top of me. Siao la. My shoulder hurts till now. Today playded with some1 until very pek cek. So serious for what?! As if i'm the only one making the mistakes. Friendly match only.. We shld learn from where we go wrong rather than blame other ppl. Today's badminton is totally not fun at all.

OKay.. tmr may be going lot1 to search for presents.. So difficult to choose. Can birthday girls please tell me what you want? If the price is within my means, i'll TRY TO GET IT. haha. Must emphasize TRY TO GET IT.

2008-11-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

My gorgor pass his driving test alr :D He may be driving my parents' car any time soon. And because of tt, my car has to put on the triangle sign for at least a yr. Like very noob.. later bad motorists will bully, as in purposely don't give way etc etc. Saying of driving, i wonder if i'll drive next time. Driving really gives alot of convenience but at the same time, it may turn out troublesome. In the first place i dunno whether i dare to drive anot, like in difficult situations during a thunderstorm when visibility is totally zero? Scary leh.

I saw a 2 seater car yesterday. The car is so short, half the length of my car and it's high. Very small and looks so mobile. Can anyhow park the car when there's no parking space. If i'll ever drive, I want tt car!! Green one!

ps. haha. yeah i agree carmen, dun worry, i WILL NEVER PERM MY HAIR. lol.

2008-11-03T18:21:00.008+08:00

Oh well.. As usual need to go sch for extra lessons and so on, almost everyday. I wanna go zoo! But it seems that no one is interested. Actually xy interested de, but recently every time i ask her, her replies were so vague.. I reckon i have to drop this idea le. Next time ask my parents bring me.

It has been awhile since i played badminton. I'm seriously so lan! I'm not putting in my heart to play it anymore because all my hopes to win any medals have vanished. Why? Lack of team spirit, lack of practice and most importantly, lack of team members. We can't even fulfil the basic requirement of 10 players, how do we compete? I'm so dreading next yr's competition. We are teaming up with sec 2s to play with sec 3s. I doubt we'll ever win any school. We're seriously gonna embarrass ourselves again. wth.

Badminton today was soso. Less strenuous than usual. Yz and i were the only 2 girls there! SO extra la. If i've known earlier, i wldn't go too. I can even accompany carmen home and stop her from complaining. haha. Ate lunch with her and saw scary sotong legs. eeewwwww! You knw what??! Coach said yz is very gentle and quiet!! HAHA!! This was not the first time alr. After that went lot 1 awhile with yz. I wanted to buy a present so went to aries. I finally saw how cute yz was. She took out a crown for young little girls and stare abit at it. Then...!! She put it on her head. HAHA! First time!! She looked so funny and it got stuck on her head. I can never imagine yz trying this.

if you're trying to see

what i'm typing here,

you're really curious about

what i'm thinking.

To even copy, paste, change

the fonts and colours

haha!

2008-10-31T18:50:00.003+08:00

There was a fire in our sch.
Actually a very minor 1 caused by a short circuit of the OHP..
There was a fire engine in the sch accompanied by a police car.
Is a small fire tt bad?
Maybe even a fire extinguisher can do the job.
Yeah, always be safe than sorry.
Today so bored la. Not much to blog about.
If only...

I removed Ahsiao from the side for a reason..

pissed.

Whatever i wrote there is so not true.

2008-10-28T17:51:00.004+08:00

Today went school for chemistry!! Teacher taught less than an hr, excluding the time she took to settle the class down. 2 class combine together very difficult to handle. I did not attend BIO class today, feeling a bit uneasy alr, as in got the feeling like i pon class. Sohu and kaka have got to miss me! Don't worry, i miss both of you too :D (if you 2 promise not to play a prank on me again!)

I went to watch movie with ININ today. High School Musical 3. The show is so lively! This time round the songs are so much nicer. I think there's be no more part 4 ba. *sobs* The show is nice. However the cinema so little ppl, don't have the atmosphere, quite depressing. I think probably too early(time of the day) for teens to catch. We had problems with which door we suppose to enter. Very messy. End up the auntie had to shout across to direct us. We're a nuisance. I had yummy hamburger while xy brought crispy pringles into the cinema :D WAHAHA.

I wanted to buy some stationeries for next year so went to popular. I do not want to squeeze in and wait in a long queue just like every end of the year. I finally found my long-wanted coloured paper clips. BUT, inin brought it back to split up between us. SO SAD.. I wanted my paper clips by today. Now still have to wait. HAHAS! I'm too crazy over this small little things. Oh ya, i also bought a green personal file. :D GREEN! hahas. I'm going green! whee.

2008-10-24T10:52:00.003+08:00

2 days of sports at cck stadium under the scorching morning sun was unbearable. Thankfully it's all over! It left me with muscle ahes and uneven tan all over me.. I ran very little though, 300 metres in total. Tuesday was 100m individual heats. I was very very nervous. Obviously i didn't came in top 3. Individuals are meant for sprinters and i'm not. Then Wednesday another 100m individual FINALS and the results did not make much difference, 5th to 4th but still not top 3. But 4X100m quite fun. We came in 3rd. Hurray! I thought i wld'nt get a medal this year, a final year for sports day. Very tyco 1.

Thinking about Tuesday, i was locked out of the hse for almost 7hrs. I forgot to bring my keys! My friend ignore me but luckily Janice did not. I rushed her to quickly come back from sch and accompony me. She claimed tt she abandoned her friend to looked for me. Thanks peep! She peied me for so many hrs, basically gossipping and playing basketball! You're great! We saw sharul and kept on making fun of him. HAHA! I want to say that the basketball court is opened for the public and not for guys only. We have the rights to enter too.

Yesterday was the last day of school. I don't want to think about how fast it is going to be to O'levels. Sec 3 just zoomed past and sec 4 is approaching very very soon. NO!! We got back our report books and sch had organised some kind of unhmmms talk. They even taught the whole sec 3s, both boys and girls how to use condoms. siao la.

Wow, this is one of my longest post but i'm not ending just yet. I want to relax this holiday but some kind of mental blockage is bugging me. I cant relax. I don't what's wrong with me, thinking so much and worrying most of the time. I'm adding unnecessary problems to myself. Hais..
I must learn to be simple-minded. Hope it works.

GREENGREENGREEN!!

2008-10-17T20:31:00.004+08:00

I finally received the form to drop a subject! I waited so long ago, probably after mid year when i realised i cannot cope. Very stressful. Wondering if dropping a subject or changing to combine sciences is better. I have to decide before Tuesday.

Xy went to m'sia today and left early from school, during recess time. She was happy she can skip sitting in auditorium to listen to whoever talks. *envy* Today checked our results. I'm pretty much disappointed with it. =( I quite expected this result. Hopefully i can better manage with less 1 subject next year.

Monday no school. Tuesday and wednesday is sports day. I'm running for 2 events. Both also 100m de. Hais.. Individual! I do not know how xy and carmen managed to persuade me, and i also have no idea why i agreed in the first place. I'm not sure about the heats or finals. SO complicating. I will just run when it's my turn. Saw who my competitors were alr. I can only say good luck to myself. If possible, i'll make xy treat me!! Wahaha!

2008-10-13T20:50:00.003+08:00

I exercised the whole day!! Badminton in the morning, basketball in the afternoon and swimming in the evening. Thanks to that, my legs are aching badly. By tmr morning, my whole leg will stiffen. I think i will have trouble walking down the stairs.

Went all the way to basketball court near sokhui's hse. I forgot to wear sports shoes!! Neither did i want to spoil my mum's slippers. Therefore, i played barefooted and have blisters on my feet now. SO painful!

Swam from 4.30 all the way to 6. I'm gonna be very very tan. My colour difference is alot. I don't want. Sokhui brought her beach ball and float along. ily!! Without tt, it's gonna be very very bored. Her float entertained me most of the time. I spreaded my hands and legs, floated on the pool (lying down) and carmen asked me how. I taught her but only to see her sinking down. HAHAHA!! SO FUNNY! SO Cute!! (you will only laugh when you see it) I also don't know how i managed to float. I remembered some1 told me to relax before i can do it.

I am dark! I am tan!! I am dark!!

2008-10-12T13:19:00.007+08:00

Another post today!
This post is for the AH siao family!

#1 meets #2, #2 meets #3 and #3 meets #4. LOL. In simple words, we all meet up at lot 1 on Friday. This time, we brought $$ along with us, to spend!! We'd saved quite alot during the exam period. We did not expect to see Jialian and tracy outside GiftAName. After that, we spotted what we thought to be the ah siao's key chains. Mr GREEN & Mr ORANGE. Xy and carmen orange while sokhui and me green. Guess what later. We saw so many many guys from our class. They are in one big group, even in school. They laughed, we laughed and we all laughed as both groups walked past. LOL. SO unexpecting. I think they are meeting up with tracy and jialian ba.

They came my hse after visiting lot 1. Initially, they came to play basketball. However, as usual, the court is occupied by boys. Came up my house and watched High School Musical 1. Quite sian. So i decided to be good. I toasted harshbrowns for them, including for myself. Played keyboard awhile. Finally, i noticed that the court is empty. Hurray!

That's not for long. We played a real pathetic 5 mins of basketball. Why? 1 big grps of guys came in to play too. We will only play if we have the whole court ourselves. Headed back to my hse and took family portraits. Luckily my bros weren't at home tt time. Snag family songs too.

Friday is my HAPPY DAY!
I bought 3 green items!!

2008-10-12T12:40:00.002+08:00

AH.. finally get to blog.

Exams for this year are officially over!! No stress, no books, no studies till next year!!
The only thing tt i'm worried now is my results. Really wonder how i wld do. Tuesday will be it.
-.- Okay.. enough of tt.

Immediately after exams that day, 4 of us (you knw who) went to lot 1 to have a chill down. First stop minitoons. There are loads of things we all want. All the stuffs there are soso cute, tempting. I felt like grabbing every stuff toys there, lay all on the floor and jump flat onto them.
Pity tt's impossible. We did not have enough $$ so we decided to go there again next day. We went home. AN hr later, Janice called me, saying she wanna come. She's so funny. We kept laughing all the time. After tt xy called to discuss bout next day but Janice is still joking around. Can't help it. In the end, cos of her, xy said she'll call later, like i very bad like tt.

hias.. Actually is Janice bad. That time raining with lightning and thunder she still call, don''t let me put down the phone. Don't put down still okay, but she talked so loudly in the phone which really hurts my ear. I shouted at her to speak softer. The next second, lightning struck. SO embarrassing. Like I said smth wrong. Ah!! All her fault! All her fault! hahas. I want you to read this. =)

2008-09-26T18:23:00.004+08:00

Yes! 7 papers down for me. Still have 10+ more to go. Yes, it's going to be all over, SOON.
After eng paper yesterday, xinying and I went to PIAZZAHUT(= I cant believe we actually went there when we are having chi paper the next day. First time feeling so calm for an exam. I meant it, FIRST TIME. The food there is super pricey. I should have remembered about the tax, gst before going there. Imagine if i brought just enough $$ as on the menu.. eat alr not enough $$ to pay den cham. Isn't gst and tax the SAME thing? They were printed as 2 separate tax on the receipt. LOL. i suddenly feel so cheapskate, but $6 gst mean a lot to me okay? I mean as a student.

Class 3a really has a problem. Many teachers do not favour our class as they used to anymore. Starting of the year, every single teacher came in and praise our class, blar blar.. Now, mr S---. ms D-----,mrs L-- and even the vp think that we are going too far because we are not punctual, most of the time. Our class is always the last for morning assembly cuz no one wants to sit in front. Most teachers noticed it alr. Even mrs L-- has enough of us. Almost the whole class was half an hr late for her lesson. She does not want us anymore. She will rather concentrate on other classes. She said she was utterly upset and disappointed! I almost cried as she did.

I cannot imagine her abandoning us alone and leave us to flare for ourselves. Needless to say, many ppl felt this way. She IS my favourite teacher though she has only taught us for less than half a yr. Her stories.. , her joke. Since then many ppl has apologised to her but there were still no exact answer as to whether she will continue teaching us. Hopefully she will take us till o'levels.*praying hard*

She'll be speaking to the class sometime next week. Hope that it'll be something good.

2008-09-07T18:22:00.002+08:00

Term 4 already!! Am i dreaming? After all the exams coming soon, I'm going to be in sec4!!
NO way am i letting another episode of what happened in p6 carry on - Lost concentration and done terribly bad. My position in class is like so low, even among my relatives. PSLE seems just only last year and o'levels is within sight.

I did so little homework during the 'holiday'! Shit! After seeing the new timtable, i think i'm gonna dislike thurs. 2 periods of mt and eng on that single day. I remember dreading any 2 periods of the same lesson. And now?

So many things happened recently and i have completely no idea about it. Although it doesn't concern, i feel that i'm responsible for something. I'm too guilty to confess. I shall say it when i overcome my guilt.

2008-09-05T11:31:00.002+08:00

One week 'holiday' is almost ending. So fast so fast! I don't know how am i suppose to complete all my work on time. I'm so doom this time.

Chemistry practical on Wednesday was so fun..Except for the time we waited before the lesson starts. Initially teacher said 10am but the timetable states 10.30am. Most people reached at 10 for the benefit of doubt. When i almost reached sch, jane msged me saying lesson was postponed to 11. 1hr still can bear. Then when it was time, someone said timing changed to 11.45!! While waiting most of us took out hp because that's the only thing that can entertain us. But Mr S came to our classroom out of nowhere and gave a whole lot of lecture. It was not our fault in the first place lor. Very pissed!!

We tried data logging. I thought it was some complicated thing i never came across before. I realised later it was something similar to the amazing race's experiment. This practical accessment so much easier than titration. Titration needed to be quick and accurate. SOmehow i can only mange one of it at a time. If i'm quick, noway can i be accurate and vice versa.

Bro downloaded the new internet software to try out. Quite fast but since it was released for trial only, it cannot support many websites. It's called Google Chrome.

I belive fear is an illusion. If we try our utmost and work hard, we can soon overcome our fear.
Think positively!

2008-09-02T14:30:00.003+08:00

Why newspaper didn't publish anything about the president's visit? After flipping sat's newspaper over and over again, I found nothing. That leaves me wondering why he came in the first place. So many of us don't know.
I don't see any holiday when we still have to return to school for extra lessons. Not only that, there are tonnes of hw to be done. So far only done geog. No mood to do the rest. I feel sleepy everytime i think about them. Sec 3 so stress alr, then sec 4 how? hais.
hahas. Saw mr.p using the huge pen we gave him for teachers' day. So funny.., never expected he wld use it so openly.

2008-08-29T15:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

to all the wonderful teachers around

whom despite their anger, frustration,

still put in their best effort in educating us.

They are our role models! Our respectful educators!

I didn't return to svps because closer pri sch friends did not wish to. Partly because my P5-6 form teacher left that sch alr, I didn't have any other teacher to thank for if i go back. Only ft knows us better and could recognise us right? Last time 1 teacher solo all the subjects. Don't know how they manage.

Xinying went to my gate and picked me up today. She offered to help me carry the teachers' day present though they were not heavy. Instead of joining the aces day work out, we headed down to the basketball court to support our class. The torch was cute! Have "fire" made of coloured paper-.-'' SOme classes ran untill their torch out of shape. SO funny. Our class came in 3rd for torch relay! *claps*

Regretted not staying in the hall for work out. Mrs loe was the dance instructor. I want to see her dance! Too bad i missed it. Then president SR narthan came! His entry to the school was grand. All the musical-related cca (band, guzheng, 24 drum etc) performed for him. Till now i still don't know why he came, like for half an hour only. Xy, sok, franky and I ran around the whole school just to catch a glimpse of the president. Ran on the level above or below him to get to his destination before he does just to take photo. Carmen said this looked so surreal. I agree. I feel that i'm watching the president on tv. Reporters were there too. I want to read tmr's paper!!

All sec 3s were suppose to go to payar lebar air base for open house. I think the first bus lose its way, causing the whole queue of bus behind to follow. As usual, we were more interested in the food fair than their military aircraft. I did went in a helicopter and it smells of er, sweat? deodorant? ew. In the end bought 6 donuts. Each of us had one while carmen had TWO, to entertain us while watching the aerial display. The sun was scorching! My chocolate donut melted terribly and i had a hard time eating. The aerial display was deafening. They didn't prepare ear plucks for us! hmps. I also don't want to think about their toilet!

President surrounded by his body guard and students there to cheer.

President's and body guard's cars.

Leaving the school alr.

2008-08-22T17:51:00.002+08:00

My mood is always better on Fridays! The Chinese video today was very funny. Those background people in the video was walking and suddenly they were a few steps ahead. haha. Obviously it was being edited before. My guess on what mdn ik was doing came to an end. Initially i thought she wanted to video-tape the number of parents sending their child to school cos always see her with a camera and her group of students at the school gate. Actually she was doing some late-coming video. I always love her videos. The best part today was the interview with mr liu. He looked so stiff. Cute.

Went to lot 1 again. Carmen finally decided to tag along. Had mac for lunch. Carmen had chocolate sudae! Very long didn't eat alr. Xinying damn cute, suddenly shrinked and sinked down the seat, reminding me of the show "mo nu you xi" when she farted. HAHAS! I noticed a wallet under a chair after that. Asked carmen and xy to take but they don't want. Being a very good and honest girl, i picked it up and gave it to the counter. Very guai right? Both of them kept laughing when i picked the wallet. Very funny meh? In the end saw the owner of that wallet, so i directed her to the couter. Cant beleive i so guai.

Walked around as usual. Xy and carmen bought coloured foolscape but not me. I don't dare to use. Carmen suggested buying teacher's day present. FOund a super cute huge and gigantic pen for mr prakash, 3 of us share. We walked out of mini toons then were to lazy to metally calculate the amount each of us had to pay, so walked back into mini toons and used their calculater on display. Very cheapskate hor? Even the salesperson laugh at us. Hais. We were just being lazy. SO embarressing.

GOing to michelle's house for steamboat soon. Yippy!

2008-08-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

My life is all about books, studies, stress. I feel that I'm not being myself because all my thoughts and actions are being restricted by education in school. So what I'm taking so many subjects? I have no time to ponder over many things that matter, let alone enjoy myself. I'm seriously am under alot of pressure. I can no longer stand it anymore. Life everyday is dull. Nothing significant or interesting happens. No good jokes, no funny activities, none. There's nothing for me to laugh about untill i have to force out my smiles or laughter even with things that are not particularly funny. I feel like i'm in a small little group in class, being ignored by the rest. When will class 3A be in a big group together when not a single one one of us is being left out?

I've made up my mind. I am for sure dropping 1 subject at the end of the year. Most probably Bio. I'm struggling everyday. There isn't a time i can fully rest my mind. Many problems just keep bugging me. The movie i watched last week can only last me stress-free for 3days.

one word, DEPRESSED =(

I'm very upset. I hope i'm not showing it.

Ah..com have prob!

2008-08-15T18:21:00.005+08:00

Congratulation S'pore!! What a terrific match put on by our S'pore's table tennis team! I was so nervous watching, desperately hoping Singapore will win a medal. Glad they did. Now we are assured of an Olympics medal, another medal since 1960s. Whee! haha. I admired the last table tennis player because she is so calm and kept her coolness throughout the game. She doesn't exaggerate her excitement or nervousness. That's great. I can never be like that. I cannot control my emotions when playing badminton mtach. I'm always so stressed up during and even before the game.

Today went to Jurong East mrt station to meet my msp friend. Had to borrow malay txbk from her because i missed 2 lessons that covered a chapter. Teacher taught so fast! Somemore this coming monday have test. AH! Bio and malay test! I feel suffocated by the number of tests. I'm so unfamiliar with Jurong. Luckily xinying with me, or else confirm lost de.

To destress, i suggested watching movie. Chose to watch Money NO Enough 2. The tickets are at $6 only! I expected $9 since it is a newly-aired show. Came to realise lot 1 cinema have student rate. Prove? By wearing school uniform. haha. Watched with Xinying. Sokhui and Carmen don't want. The show is quite touching. SOme parts so damn funny! Conversely, some parts can make me cry. I almost cried, but before i can, the show so funny again, then i laughed. Many mixed emotions. Curious about the show? Ask me! ask me!

2008-08-12T17:03:00.004+08:00

Almost late for school today. Woke up at 6.45am when I was supposed to be leaving the house. And by leaving at that time, i would only make it just in time for school. My parents had no choice but to send me to school. I chiong and got ready by 7. Anyway, i pretty much have gotten used to it already. I figured that I'm always rushing every morning. However, I just can't get myself to work any faster in the morning. That's me. It has been many years but I simply can't change that fact.

CD lesson today was boring. PLayed some superman game thingy. I didn't take part. Instead i had my own art lesson. Drew on Xinying's hand while she drew on mine. haha.

Xinying drew these on my hand. Tutugui!

I drew these on XY -.-

Piggy! Consists of 3 circles. lala

2008-08-08T15:42:00.004+08:00

School had a mini NDP parade. Those uniform groups are very organised. By standing still with a serious look, all of them look very smart. Today's national anthem and pledge-taking was exceptionally loud. I suddenly feel very loyal to the country. I sang because most of us did! I sang because I can't hear my voice. haha.

The talk was very super boring after that. It lasted for 2 hours! Sat there and chat with xinying and sokhui. Sokhui decided to use my camera to get a snapshot of the timing 08.08.08am on today 080808! She had managed to capture it! Claps** After that, I took out my recollection piece of paper. We 3 started drawing crap on it, untill xinying says don't waste her ink. Luckily in the end don't have to host the China students, can go home.

look at the time and date.

It was still quite early so xinying and i went to Lot1. Popular was still not opened then. We decided to have our early lunch( luh-ench) at Mac. SO crowded. Cant believe i found a table. Sat there and waited for the time to tick 11, because we didn't want their breakfast meal. Walked around lot 1 abit then go home le. lala.

2008-08-07T20:29:00.002+08:00

Today is once again my SLACK DAY! That means doing anything except homework or studying. Haven't been touching the computer for a few days already. SO many tests are arranged on my timetable, leaving me no time for any other things. Even after I pon-ed badminton and malay, my time-table is still cramped.

Tommorrow is 080808! The opening ceremony of Olympics in Beijing! The numbers are nice. Hopefully Singapore's team will come back with many titles and bring glory to Singapore!

National Day eve is also tommorrow. NO studies. Just a simple celebration in school. Our class have been chosen to host the CHina students. We each have to partner them. Help! Not as if my chinese is that good. Hope everything will go well. And also because of them, we have a buffet. Why is it only when there are guests will we expect such good service? That has always been the case.

Today went for heritage tour at Chinatown and near town. The visitings were quite fun and interesting. Savoured the visits. Reached back school nearly 4.45pm. Today carmen so cute. She and sokhui alighted at South View station as usual. Then both of them entered the lift. Xinying and I waved to carmen and she happily waved back while pushing the "close door" button. SHe didn't notice someone was about to enter the lift at that time. That person got stuck at the doors all thanks to carmen. Damn funny la! XInying laugh so much and actually squatted in the LRT on its way to cck. haha!!!!

2008-07-24T16:03:00.002+08:00

Saw Doris in Lrt today. Very long didn't see her le. Probably because she took the other lrt route most of the time. Thank you for the cute slurppy eraser!

A.math test today was easier than the previous one but somehow some of the answers to those should-be-easy question slipped off my mind. Very angry la. I was stressed up when ys finished the paper very early. Then he sat there, drink water and i figured that his eyes slanted over and look at my paper. To confirm that i was right, I turned and looked at him. He was very fast. I knew he turned his head but by the time i saw him, he was pretending to check his work already. He did that so many times.

Ironically, E.math paper was so much tougher than A.math. I'll be happy if i pass. The depressing thing is, we are not up to standard, according to teacher. That was suppose to be an easy paper with plenty of give-aways. This makes me worry about the coming o'levels. I cannot afford to do badly in maths!

Xinying squirted water on my head yesterday!! If i was not in school, i will definitely squirt back doubly at you. I wanted to chase but xy kept screaming. Xinying, read this. Not that i cannot catch you, is because we will get scolded with you screaming all the time. i want revenge next time. haha. She becoming more siao already. In auditorium kept laughing. Alittle step more to be worse than me. yay. SOmeone is finally learning. Sokhui also, for no reason keep laughing.

We are the AH SIAO family.

2008-07-17T18:30:00.002+08:00

I've gotten the burned CD from Xinying with so many Sarawak photos. I looked crap. SO many candids! The burned disc is being passed around the class. help! If i've known earlier on, I will want to be the first to get from Mr Prakash and delete them . The Sarawak trip seemed so long ago. I'm really missing it. Probably the next class camp would be after O'levels already.

Xinying went up on stage today! WHy is it when everytime we don't want to sit infront during assembly in the hall, we will be left with no choice but to sit in front? However when today we wanted to sit infront to support xy, the boys all so guai, go sit in front. Ironic.

2008-07-11T17:29:00.005+08:00

Xinying taught me to put the names randomly by closing my eyes and anyhow click. So the names aren't according to who came to my mind first. I did this because I had read the questions many times and roughly know the numberings to the questions. Then not accurate le. lala.

1) Jane
2) Jolene
3) Benjamin
4) Zhenyu
5) Janice
6) Shu Yun
7) Xinying
8) Yongsheng
9) Yunyi
10) Sokhui
11) Charmine low
12) Joel
13) Dominic
14) Herman
15) Carmen
16) Michelle
17) Sharizal
18) Yingzhi
19) Joey
20) Hamizah

1.How did you meet number 18?
[ying zhi] since sec 1 in school

2. What will you do if you have not met number 17?
[sharizal] Nothing.

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated?
[hamizah & yunyi] They are not les. Furthermore they don't even know each other.

4. What if number 5 and 10 dated?
[sokhui & janice] Cannot be. both of them are 100% normal.

5. Describe number 1.
[jane] Used to be closer last time. She's cute and is our best geo rep!

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive?
[yongsheng] Er.. Ya! Attractive as a fishball. Looks juicy and delicious.

7. Describe number 7.
[xinying] SHe's my good friend! Very smart de! And funny when she's BLUR!

8. Do you know any family members of 12?
[joel] I don't know them but see before.

9. What language does number 15 speak?
[carmen] English. (=

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with?
[yunyi] Should be herman ba. And of course her close friends.

11. How old is number 16?
[michelle] 15. Same as me(=

12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13?
[dominic] this morning. Speak to him everyday cause he's my bro.

13. Who's number 2 favourite singer/band?
[jolene] not sure. She didn't say and i didn't ask.

14. Have you ever dated number 4?
[zhenyu] Omg! Of course not! He's taken by..someone.

15. Would you ever date number 19?
[joey] never. SHE is my friend.

16. Is number 3 single?
[benjamin] How i know?

17. What is number 10's last name?
[sokhui] Teo Sok hui.

18. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11?
[charmaine low] no. We are females.

19. What is the school of number 13?
[dominic] PJC

20. Where does number 6 stays?
[shuyun] CCk. near concord pri.

21. What is your favourite thing about number 5?
[janice] She's funny most of the time!

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked?
[herman] no. He is reserved for yunyi.

2008-07-11T16:39:00.003+08:00

It's Friday! it's Friday! today is my slack day. I want to slack as much as possible, which is why I switched on the com immediately after coming home from school. Today we supposedly have a spelling test but everyone was discussing. It is not a test at all. The class was nice this week. Lesser people. Don't have people i dislike. NO stress.

Amazing race today! I grouped with Sokhui, Yingzhi, Junchin and Danson. I feel so shacked because we have to do a lot of running. My legs are already aching after badminton on wed. I cant even go down the stairs properly or sit down comfortably. Yet, i'm running because of this. I cant believe i ran faster than Danson when my legs ach so much. Overall, danson and junchin was coorporative. This amazing race was actually quite fun. I still thought it was something like the maths trail last year which is damn boring and disappointing.

2008-07-10T19:44:00.003+08:00

We have no room for decisions. But getting angry over decided matter is useless. I'm not thinking about it anymore. I must learn to be HAPPY with current situations. Just like what we learnt in chinese today. Don't always look at the negative points of something. Be POstitive! Look at the bright sight! Everything is gonna be okay, if you accommodate it. =)

Right? Sokhui? Whee~!

2008-07-06T12:23:00.005+08:00

So many people going OBS next week. It's fully subsidised! Too bad it's only open to some people. I always wanted to go there. Everybody is talking about how thrilling and exciting it is. When will it be my turn to experience? Hopefully soon.

Went to liu yi po house yesterday to celebrate her birthday. Aundrey so cute la. I disturbed him while he was eating. Then he pushed me away and said, "i eat first." So young already know his priority.

Tomorrow is Youth Day. Xinying wants to go out. Probably Escape Theme Park. Yesterday Michelle also said she is going there on Youth day. Maybe i would bump into her if i go. I'm afraid i'll regret because i don't dare to try those scary rides. Then it'll be boring! It reminds me of the snapshot in DisneyLand last year while on the roller coaster. It was displayed on the screen to allow us decide whether we want to buy. DISPLAYED ON THE SCREEN! I saw other people pointing and gigling at my photo! SO embarressing. My mouth was opened to the maximum. Eyes closed. Everybody was normal in all other screens except me. hais.

2008-06-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

I had not have this feeling for a long time already. No, it isn't good. Everyday i'm helplessly letting it pass, not knowing what to do. Even when i reassured myself that this is not a big issue, it still remains in my mind. Seems that sleeping is the only way to minimise all these thinkings. I'm hopeless. Going back to school makes me feels worse. Nobody understands. Reality hurts.

2008-06-17T18:33:00.003+08:00

In just 3 days after returning from Guangzhou, the series of news about the serious floodings in China appeared on the papers afew days in a row, especially in Guangzhou. The heavy rain resulted in the overflowing of the Pearl River which we've been and it's the worse of 50years. I feel kind of relief in a way because these did not happen when we were there.

Actually, 3days before we went to Guangzhou, China news also reported that frogs, toads and cockcroaches appeared in the streets which are signs of an earthquake Sichuan experienced. My Grandmother advised me not to go initially. It definitly did scare me alot. I even had plans of redrawing from the trip. But my mum asked mr Fauroni and he assured that MOE will give a warning in advance if it's too dangerous to go. Since there's no warning, the trip will carry on. There's a part of me that is still scared so I prayed hard that nothing will happen. Thank God.

2008-06-08T13:29:00.014+08:00

CHINA--GUANGZHOU!

It's so bored ever since i came back from china. I'm only willing to think about the times in guangzhou. 5 days is too short! Pity that we only started playing pillow fight the last night.

Day1: I sat with marcus in the aeroplane. I wanted to sit with a girl but because of the 3sit arrangements, i'm the odd 1 out. Anyway, came to know him as a nice guy. Pity Edward is his partner.The first day does not have much acivity. We toured around china in the bus and everybody is still strange with each other. The tour guide does not have a good command of english and kept converting to chinese. Everytime she speak in chinese, mrs yip wld prompt her to change back. They did that so many times. At night in the hotel, we girls were bored. We decided to go to the boys' room and play with them. We don't dare to press their door bell. Finally, we plucked up our courage and went into their room, and locked ourselves in their toilet because we are still scared! Yuck! They off the toilet lights and pulled the door(don't allow us to come out). We screamed like crazy!

tour guide

Day2: We went to Shen Zhen Dong Men Street and shop almost a whole day. This was when we girls all realise guys really do know how to shop. Especially herman, he is so obsess over watches that everytime he walked past a shop selling watches, he will go and see. He not only sees, he buys them. Joel even bought a psp. SO good la! We also had bubble tea(= Later on in the bus, mr Fauroni was discussing on what to perform in the old folks home. Then all of a sudden!!!! mrs yip said:" I just bought 2 bras just now. hahahahaha" in front of the guys and Mr fauroni!! OMG! The guys and Mr Fauroni just stared at her, stunned. They don't know how to react. HAHA! At least mrs yip make it memorable for us.

bubble tea(=

so cold.. raining again

our companion

Day3: We went to Yakult factory, Newspaper publisher and our school's uniform-making factory. I cant believe we made our uniforms from china. They even display them. I kept thinking our uniforms were from SIngapore. Now i will see our uniforms in a different way. I was even more surprised when so many of other singapore's schools had their uniforms made from there. At night, we had a boat cruise along Pearl River. The whether was rather chilly.

Our school's uniform in one of them

Day4: ANOTHER GREAT EMBARRESSMENT! Visted the old folks home and did the Frog Dance. "Umhm goes a little green frog one day.. Umhm goes.." Every "umhm", we had to leap one time from our squating position. OMG!! Like nursary school!! We also did some monkey, gorilla and chimpanzee song with their animal actions. This is so embarressing. People there should be expecting more from a Singapore school. We ruined our school's name. This was bad enough already. Later on in the day, we visited Guangzhou No.1 Tielu middle school(seconday school). And again, suddenly, mrs yip proposed that our school will do a dance. And there goes our face. That middle school danced so well! And us? so unprepared.. I wished these did not happen!!

That day was also our last night. We arranged to have a pillow fight(= SO fun! Whoever got pushed down the bed first lose. Zhen yu is someone who is damn difficult to be pushed. He only falls after a combined strength of herman, joey, xinying and me+ afew tickles before he falls off the bed. SO strong la! PLay untill halfway, the hotel's personel and our tourguide knocked on the door. Scare us!! We pretended to sleep while Joey opened the door. Lucky they did not come in. Harm done: 2 crushed lamps. 1 by xinying, another by me. Both thanks to zhenyu.

I want another pillow fight...

China girls who chased after some of our school's guys

twist!

Day 5: Last day is always boring. We visited Yue Xiu Park and Chen Jia CI before proceeding to the airport. We started to get hungry after checking in the customs. We walked around, looking for Mcdonalds but cant find any. Joey had gastric so we found the cheapest restaurant which is still very expensive. We ordered 2 items for 6 person to share. SO pathetic la. At first we thought we are supposed to board the plane at 5.45 so we went to toilet and even wasted our time. At 5.35, as we were walking towards the plane, Herman heard the announcement saying last call for our flight!! Scare us! Think we were the last to board and mr faruni seems angry. Actually, 5.45 was the take off time, not the boarding time.

At Starbucks

China Airport's toilet

SO pathetic..6 person share..

2008-05-28T15:30:00.006+08:00

SARAWAK-KUCHING !!!!

I know this post is a little late, but i've been very lazy lately. I just feel like slacking! Holidays come and go FAST. If i don't grab this opportunity to shut my mind, I don't know when else i can. As what Mr prakash told xinying, our mt o'levels will be soon, approximately 362days left because the sec4s had theirs on monday, when we were having our dental check-up. I'm getting tense now. I really admire those who went through o'levels, a'levels or even to get their degrees. And yes, because of that, we have all the reason to enjoy now. So, my class went to Sarawak!

That place is quiet and nice. Um.. except for the shopping part. Their shopping complexes do not have that type of walk-all-day-also-not-tired atmosphere we all want. It's just so quiet. I came back with 3 bottles of pepper, 1 bottle of pepper sweets and 4 keychains, of which 3 is from the chesire home, for the 4days 3nights. I'm so glad i did not return home empty-handed, which happens most of the time. Come to think of dancing, something embarrassing happened in the chesire home. "As we walk to the left, as we walk to the right, as we walk, as we walk, as we walk walk walk................" Omg! We did that to entertain the disabled. I totally agree that the dance so did not entertain them. Anyway, I enjoyed the entire trip, especially the 5* hote and the cottonl!!! WHee!! I want go back!!!!!!!!!! to the hotel

2008-05-11T11:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

I specially bought 2 roses for mummy(=

2008-05-10T19:52:00.000+08:00

The exams that somewhat seemed so long is over. And the next whole chain of common test will be very soon. I've gotten back most of my papers. A.math was very dissapointing. Ya..and i totally agree with mr liu that the person who had the least mistakes will get the highest. Carelessness costed me alot. I've got a C5! sad**

Went to school today for a dialogue session with principal. Both my parents raised some questions. I warned them not to already! Then they said what is the dialogue for if they don't ask questions. It's not that. I'm just afriad they asked something stupid. Thank god they didn't. But my mum actually told mr liu that he spoke very soft. AH!! Now i cant talk in his lesson anymore, in fear that he may take that oppurtunity to say that because i talk, that's why i cant hear him. Hiaz.. Both my parents took different roles to speak to different teacher. Congrats..mum, dad, both of you almost covered each and every single teacher there.

My dad was talking to Mr seet when he wanted my dad to show who i was. haha. They cant find me. I was sitting at the high chair between the shelves with Xinying(= I liked that place. That is the only chance to sit there and talk. Usually mrs lim and the librarians are very strict. After that, I went for my tuition in school's pe attire. Eeww... I wanted to go home and changed but it was late ready.

That's all for now XD

2008-04-25T18:17:00.000+08:00

!!! Malay midyear exam is over!!! I can finally stop worrying about it. And also stop complaining about it to xinying. Think she will get irritated if i continue anymore. I kind of feel bad. 4 papers over alr. But there are 7 more to go. And after that will be Sarawak trip ! 5 per suite. Followed by Guangzhou trip with my beloved xinying. (= She will make everything fun de.

Omg! I don't want to take my i/c. It certainly looked stupid. But if i take it, xinying and carmen will see it. How? Step 1: Hand over receipt. Step 2: Grab and run!!! haha. I wonder if it works.

Initially there is some SMU stuff going on today for ent. I wanted to go! But because of this... okay..i will stop complaining. Oh ya, and we were forced to join the ebay competition. We can sell whatever we want. Carmen said sell her old but looks new clothes. But i doubt anyone will buy. Not that the clothes is not nice or what but who will buy clothes ion the internet? Have to know the size and try it on first etc. I wanted to buy and sell things but that is very troublesome! And what if we buy and nobody want? Our COST, LOSS, COST, LOSS. Now brainstorm and tell me what to sell!

Haha! won the sexuallity poster-making competition. It is so unexpecting. We did it last min in class and before we can even stick it up on the notice board, the judges walked past twice. I freak out. Luckily Mr prakash told them. Had lots and lots of tidbits. Want to know the informations we stick up? haha. I took it from the scince project carmen, yingzhi and i did last year. It's actually in the link on this page--my SCIproject.

2008-03-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

Alright,I'm 15. 15 okay? I'm getting older every yr, hrs, mins secs! If only i cld do something, or at least someone could. Anyway, this was my happiest birthday! Never in my life wld I dare to celebrate birthday with my friends, except for this year. Because I have 3 best friends whom i am willing to share my birthday with! Namely, Carmen-kaka, Xinying-inin and Sokhui-sohu. They are amazing! Had a combined birthday party with kaka. Spent quite a large sum of $$ but by knowing that they enjoyed themselves(hope so.. according to them) , I considered the money spent(fine..by my parents), just so worth it. Why didn't it rain on fri and sun bt on sat??

How it started:

- Overcast sky followed by thunderstorm around 4.30

- Very anxious! Afraid! Sad! because the bbq at 5 wld be ruined!

- received msg from fishball, kaka and yz saying they will be late. (sobs..)

- finally..rain subsided, kaka and yz reached

- tried ways and means to hold up the umbrella between 2tables but to no avail.

- qingyang, terence, yongsheng , zhenyu and douglas arrived

- inin, sohu, jane, kahling and amanda arrived( late cos inin's shoe spoiled)

- stand around under the rain cos cant start bbq

- finally my bro and friends helped to start fire(so pathetic la!)

- Rain stopped completely!

- everything was so fine bbqing when... the guys took over.

- Qingyang poked the aluminium foil! and the whole thing caught fire! (fire

shld be below the food , not on top and around!)

- Guys started covering their wherever with newspaper! haha!

- Yippy.. Finally some cooked food by yz. (girls are still better luh)

- munch, chats, and bbqing throughout.

- played sparkler untill the whole place practically became very smokey( bro's classmate

coughed and coughed and coughed)

Ya.. So this is roughly how it went. There's so many food but evrybody eat abit only. Guys were playing basketball and didn't ans us so many times at first. But haah, the smell of the bbq made their stomachs growled. I did not want people singing us birthday songs so just went on with cutting the cake.

I will never ever forget this day! Though it was over, i hoped inin and sohu can combined their party too! Then, we can celebrate together! wahaha. But, saying too early is not a good idea. I had to wait impatiently for 8 mths!

Some pics:

2008-03-20T21:29:00.001+08:00

I LOVE ININ, KAKA AND SOHU!!!! ININ so funny de. Always do those actions so cute! ANd yar.. 2day she took her mirror and reflected it to "spy" on me for quite awhile. Guess how i knw? She really has to learn to control her laughter. I saw her shoulders heaving up and down. AT first thought what happen to her, then saw her eyes from the mirror! AH! I wonder what she saw me doing! ININ! I hope you not do tt again????

YAY!! Im quite happy for saturday since more ppl can make it le. AT first, there are only afew girls nia. LALA.. KAKA always felt the opposite of us. SHe dislike boys going. No idea why leh. She prefer lesser people. That time i made such a diffiiult attempt to call fishball come. Then..! She discouraged him..(read her blog) Be thankful that i didn't, as u said, take a knife and charge at you. I'm overjoyed, yes im happy, excited, over the rainbow. Whatever.

Tmr going to buy those bbq stuffs with kaka and inin. DUnno sohu going anot. Cannot confirm the time with them yet. HAve to check with my korkor whether he is free in the evening anot. Going out to celebrate my birthday with family mah. Sat no time to celebrate cos of party (=

2 more days.. yes.. ZY has yet to confirm with me. Quick! Can u just gif me ur hp no.?

2008-03-15T18:31:00.000+08:00

Looking forward to carmen's and my combine birthday party. Really hope more ppl can make it. I cant book the function room already. It's fully booked!! So fast!! Wanted to invite some boys over too. It's easy to deal. Just put a basketball there and very soon, all of them will dissappear with the ball and back to have a drink or munch something.

Er ge has thought of booking a bbq pit beside mine for his class garthering. I felt maybe it's better than a stranger bbqing beside ours. Later they stare at our nicely bbqed food i will paiseh de.. HAHA! As if. Actually because i'm afraid some ppl will mistake the wrong bbq pit and the food placed by the side. Very messy..

Yippy, yippy. ININ and SOHU can stay over regardless whether they will end up in the bathtup through the night or what. They can easily stack over one another. Just hoping carmen can stay over too. The more the merrier right? Dunno still want to bake cake anot. Sohu said she can provide some of the ingrediets leh.. SO GOOD!!
Going for a movie "dr ____" forgot alr, tmr. At lot1. As what inin said, she'll only believe if the tickets get onto her hands. Luckily it is only at lot1. lala~~~

2008-03-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! Friday le, friday le, plus another week of holidays. I don't have to face both of the trainee teachers. Actually that eng teacher isn't so bad, maybe cos he had a bad mood, a terrible one yesterday. He saw half the class empty and went crazy after entering. FOLLOWING THAT, (transitional words learnt), his mood swing to the extent that he shouted so loud, even to afew students passing the class, i jumped. I liked his teaching methods but hopefully he won't maintain that strict. Bio.., all she borther is her hair, if you know what i meant. Yuck la. Get the whole complain list from carmen, she proberbly has a pg full of it.

Xinying damn cute la. A little sotong. Either she didn't know you were talking to her after a long conversation with her or she will respond but dono't even know what was happening in the first place. My dad say sometimes people like that means thay are in a deep thinking, analysing about something. YES, IT WILL BE GOOD if inin is thinking about the right things. I found it quite of weird today.. she didn't want to sit with us during recess and even went to do enterprise. Untill sokhui told me that.... Erm, it it's true, meaning you are shy of him? haha.

Came back from meet the parent session just now. Teacher said i needed to improve on my languages. Bro said female should be good in languages but i'm the opposite. Inference made: I'm very man from source" female should be good in languages"!!!!!! Saw xinying and carmen there with their parents. Inin's mother seems quite friendly. (= She came over to chat with my parents.

2008-02-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.. My blog is getting still. Sohu kept saying blogging is boring which starts to make me feels the same . I just realised i did not update for a month already. Many things happen in my new class. And yes! there's more girls than guys but surprisingly our class isn't as quiet as i thought it would be. Isabel's laughter can still be heard and loud talkings from the rest. Erm.. I guess i did contribute to the noise.. HAHA.

I volunteered to be the vice-chair environment. Sounds like a simple job ? Yes! AS IF.. I thought i only had to sweep the floor.I didn't knw we had to join the whatever environment club. My schedule is almost full. I'm very stressed up now. Very very stress. All the 3 ccas and meetings had clashed on the same day. I really don't know which to attend. If i attend 1, what about the 2 others? HOW!!! If only i have nice, good, simple solution.

GOod news~~!! My class won the class deco competition. It's CNY cum Total Defence Day. We spent so much time and effort and if we didn't win, I'll go crazy. We did many fishes. Our class is fishy thanks to sokhui to her contribution of small fishes on every table and and almost every corners of the class. Can't blame her hor? She's cute.

2007-12-15T20:14:00.000+08:00

Everytime you get something easily or free, thinking that you are very lucky, YOU ARE WRONG. And it's after experiences that i had to conclude this--NOTHING COMES AS EASILY AS YOU THINK.There's this 2 incidents that has occured to me.

Last month in HOngkong's Ocean Park, I played a game. A basket of rings were provided to be thrown on a feild of glass bottles. The ring had to get hooked on any of the glass bottles in front of me before you get a big, fat, clumsy stuff toy, easily the size of a young toddler prize. You might thought it sounded like a piece of cake but it's not. I watched many people played and one after another, left empty-handed, unsatisfied. Glass bottles are good at rebouncing and repeling away from the plastic rings, i guessed. After throwing almost 30 over rings, I MANAGED TO GET ONE OF IT HOOKED OVER THE GLASS BOTTLE!!. Yippy.. yea..I thought i was lucky, very lucky after only spending S$4 for that. BUT the next day, we were accused of breaking the bus driver's sunglasses. We argued but in the mean time, we were fearful of our safety. The bus driver was controlling the bus!! My day gave him the benefit of doubt, S$40 so as to drop the arguement. ANd now..I had to say that the big fat bear cost $44. LUCKY?? NAH..

Another time was when NTUC was offering a promotion of buying 4 loaf of bread with a worth of $3 loaf free. After finally 'stuffing' oursleves with that 4 loaf of bread over 3 weeks, we finally got that 'precious jewel' haha.. But we've eaten only a few slices when my mum realised that there were plenty of dead flies on the remaining breads. See what i menat..?? Free?? Yea..afew slices..

After all these, I'm prepared that something else will happen which wld make everything neutral. I'm sure not to be happy first when i'm given free things(not as in presents from friends and relatives). Not that i thought it's cheapskate or what, but the reason i said earlier on.